Damn White Flag
I have a song stuck in my head. A song I actually like, which makes it a titch more bearable, but still annoying. Particularly because this song strikes such a personal chord with me. Ever hear Dido's "White Flag"?
Awhile back, I fell in love with a friend of mine. After a long period of not saying anything, I finally confessed my true feelings. She didn't freak, thank goddess...but she did say she just wanted to stay friends. And I've accepted that. But that doesn't mean I've stopped loving her.
"I know you think that
I shouldn't still love you
I'll tell you that
But if I didn't say it
Well, I'd still have felt it
Where's the sense in that?
I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder
Or return to where we were
But I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up, and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love...and always
Will be
I know I left too much
Mess and destruction
To come back again
And I cause nothing but trouble
I understand if you
Can't talk to me again
And if you live by the rules of 'It's over'
Then I'm sure that that makes sense
But I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up, and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love...and always
Will be
And when we meet
Which I'm sure we will
All that was there
Will be there still
I'll let it pass
And hold my tongue
And you will think
That I've moved on
I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up, and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love...and always
Will be
I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up, and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love...and always
Will be
I will go down with this ship...
And I won't put my hands up ,and surrender...
There will be no white flag above my door...
I'm in love, and always...
Will be."
;_;......
*shakes it off* Sigh...okay, now that I've gotten THAT out of my system, at least for the moment...
I have yet to do my massive back-up of chemistry and math homework. I do not plan on doing my massive back-up of chemistry and math homework. I do not UNDERSTAND my massive back-up of chemistry and math homework. I agreed to take my missed math test on monday....I do not understand section one of the chapter. Well, at least we're allowed to fill out a notecard of stuff; maybe that'll help enough to get me a D on the test.
I did nothing today because all my friends were busy. I couldn't reach Rachel, Lauren went shopping with Gill and then to a birthday party with Chrissy. Helen...I didn't feel like calling Helen. Because of the white flag.
At least there was an hour of gargoyles for me this morning.
Awhile back, I fell in love with a friend of mine. After a long period of not saying anything, I finally confessed my true feelings. She didn't freak, thank goddess...but she did say she just wanted to stay friends. And I've accepted that. But that doesn't mean I've stopped loving her.
"I know you think that
I shouldn't still love you
I'll tell you that
But if I didn't say it
Well, I'd still have felt it
Where's the sense in that?
I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder
Or return to where we were
But I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up, and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love...and always
Will be
I know I left too much
Mess and destruction
To come back again
And I cause nothing but trouble
I understand if you
Can't talk to me again
And if you live by the rules of 'It's over'
Then I'm sure that that makes sense
But I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up, and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love...and always
Will be
And when we meet
Which I'm sure we will
All that was there
Will be there still
I'll let it pass
And hold my tongue
And you will think
That I've moved on
I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up, and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love...and always
Will be
I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up, and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love...and always
Will be
I will go down with this ship...
And I won't put my hands up ,and surrender...
There will be no white flag above my door...
I'm in love, and always...
Will be."
;_;......
*shakes it off* Sigh...okay, now that I've gotten THAT out of my system, at least for the moment...
I have yet to do my massive back-up of chemistry and math homework. I do not plan on doing my massive back-up of chemistry and math homework. I do not UNDERSTAND my massive back-up of chemistry and math homework. I agreed to take my missed math test on monday....I do not understand section one of the chapter. Well, at least we're allowed to fill out a notecard of stuff; maybe that'll help enough to get me a D on the test.
I did nothing today because all my friends were busy. I couldn't reach Rachel, Lauren went shopping with Gill and then to a birthday party with Chrissy. Helen...I didn't feel like calling Helen. Because of the white flag.
At least there was an hour of gargoyles for me this morning.