Just One of Those Days
Today was a big long walk down memory lane I guess. This morning I had breakfast with my parents and the parents of my old best friend (who was my BFF from 1st grade until Sophomore year of high school), but she wasn't there since she goes to school out of state. I haven't seen her since last summer, but it was nice to see her parents again, they're very cool people.
I also ended all communication with my ex today. Rejoice my friends, he is out of my life! I know some of you were telling me for ages to stop being friends with him and it finally happened. Of course he just danced around the truth again and used his friend's poor communication skills to cover up for the fact that he is a lazy ass who hates confrontation. But it was a mutual decision for the both of us, and it was coming for a while. It could have ended sooner had he not been so "busy", but I'm not going to complain because now at least he won't be trying to control my life anymore.
Now since that is over, I also feel bad for something I did the other day. I have this guy friend who I know is attracted to me, and I think that I lead him on too much. I'm not attracted to him even though he is a fun guy and a nice friend. Even though I told him that I didn't see him I didn't want what he was offering, I don't think he saw it that way. I really hope he doesn't approach me again and try to ask me out again, because I really don't want to hurt this guy. I feel bad for leading him on in the first place,but I didn't think he was taking me seriously (and obviously doesn't understand the concept of a platonic cuddle buddy). I just don't want to get involved with a guy who I'm already friends with, because I've seen how much it ruins the friendship between the two people, and makes things awkward for the rest of their friends. (And since I'm not friends with that guy from Chem lab with the nice butt, he needs to ask me out sometime :)
Speaking of good looking guys, dang Hikaru! I saw the pic that is my icon this time and thought 'Wow he is really starting to grow into his looks!" I wasn't a fan of his dyed hair at first, but the color got a little darker and it looks very nice on him. When I watch Yah-Yah-Ya I never think that that kid will grow up to look good, but he really does. I still lol at his really bad teeth sometimes, but he really does look nice when his mouth is closed. Now Inoo and Yabu are really going to have to fight for Hikaru's love lol. (Or I could take all 3 for myself hehe) Speaking of my Inoo, I heard something about him having a solo in their summer concert. Um is this true? It should be then I must acquire it!! I like him so much, he needs to given more work to do in Jump and not just stand there to look pretty. Oh and Yabu is adorkable. I have a new appreciation for him and hamburger.
I also ended all communication with my ex today. Rejoice my friends, he is out of my life! I know some of you were telling me for ages to stop being friends with him and it finally happened. Of course he just danced around the truth again and used his friend's poor communication skills to cover up for the fact that he is a lazy ass who hates confrontation. But it was a mutual decision for the both of us, and it was coming for a while. It could have ended sooner had he not been so "busy", but I'm not going to complain because now at least he won't be trying to control my life anymore.
Now since that is over, I also feel bad for something I did the other day. I have this guy friend who I know is attracted to me, and I think that I lead him on too much. I'm not attracted to him even though he is a fun guy and a nice friend. Even though I told him that I didn't see him I didn't want what he was offering, I don't think he saw it that way. I really hope he doesn't approach me again and try to ask me out again, because I really don't want to hurt this guy. I feel bad for leading him on in the first place,but I didn't think he was taking me seriously (and obviously doesn't understand the concept of a platonic cuddle buddy). I just don't want to get involved with a guy who I'm already friends with, because I've seen how much it ruins the friendship between the two people, and makes things awkward for the rest of their friends. (And since I'm not friends with that guy from Chem lab with the nice butt, he needs to ask me out sometime :)
Speaking of good looking guys, dang Hikaru! I saw the pic that is my icon this time and thought 'Wow he is really starting to grow into his looks!" I wasn't a fan of his dyed hair at first, but the color got a little darker and it looks very nice on him. When I watch Yah-Yah-Ya I never think that that kid will grow up to look good, but he really does. I still lol at his really bad teeth sometimes, but he really does look nice when his mouth is closed. Now Inoo and Yabu are really going to have to fight for Hikaru's love lol. (Or I could take all 3 for myself hehe) Speaking of my Inoo, I heard something about him having a solo in their summer concert. Um is this true? It should be then I must acquire it!! I like him so much, he needs to given more work to do in Jump and not just stand there to look pretty. Oh and Yabu is adorkable. I have a new appreciation for him and hamburger.