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I'm kind of disappointed. . I really wanted to do something this afternoon. . I hate sitting at home.
Grrr. There needs to be some kind of pill that I can take to stop crying. I don't mind feeling the emotions, but lately I've been crying a lot. I hate crying. It's the absolute worst feeling in the world. At least I'm not doing it now. . Cried myself to sleep last night, tho.
Why do I feel like no one wants me around? Why do I even try?
Grrr. There needs to be some kind of pill that I can take to stop crying. I don't mind feeling the emotions, but lately I've been crying a lot. I hate crying. It's the absolute worst feeling in the world. At least I'm not doing it now. . Cried myself to sleep last night, tho.
Why do I feel like no one wants me around? Why do I even try?