shoot me?
Okay today is a fuckin saterday...the weekend and i have notta damn thing to do, yesterday i went to bed at 10 waitin for michael to come home so i could talk to him but oh well i got tired and crashed. I got kinda sad today too and michael and mike kinda talked to me, michael told me i had a problem for bein depressed all the time (which i know whats wrong with me..im bi-polar) and mike told me that i could talk to him anything and he made me promise that'd whenever im bumming out i'd have to go to him and tell him what on my mine. But the thing is sometimes i feel really stupid when talking about my problems, i dont really know why but i do. I'm really shy and im the kind of person to block certain things out of my life that im scared of. *yawns* damn im still fuckin tired. I got so much sleep this week. geeze. I serously have no life if im here doing nothing on a saterday and wasted a friday. DAMNIT...hmm anyway im just gonna stop complaining now i'll go...but i'll be back
*Shawna*
*Shawna*