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bah i hate it when the little things get to me. so i took my cat to the vet yesterday and it instantly brought back all the pain and worry from when diva was sick. now i have this fear implanted in the back of my mind that keeps saying that Nala isnt going to see the the age of 2 because of the same illness. now logically i know things are alright. the vet said its just a cold. and really thats what it is, however i keep thinking that this is just the start of a series of crappy things......i hate this feeling!!! its like i have mini anxiety attacks, cold flashes, dreading going home, locking myself away, jsut wanting to sleep....grrrrr. i just keep telling my self that shes fine. guess thats all i can do....i just want this feeling to stop!!!
in other news i hung otu with timmy kiigan andrew last night and we went gambling with a pocket full of coins. it was f un. we had no idea what we were doing. in the end andrew won $12. then we had some good laugh at in and out...kiigan makiung the weirdest metaphor for gay guys who dont get along/....or something like that.......maybe
in other news i hung otu with timmy kiigan andrew last night and we went gambling with a pocket full of coins. it was f un. we had no idea what we were doing. in the end andrew won $12. then we had some good laugh at in and out...kiigan makiung the weirdest metaphor for gay guys who dont get along/....or something like that.......maybe