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It's a cruel joke to see your smiling face,
Something inside of me just wants to fade away.
Every waking moment seems like an unbeatable race,
It's something I've been afraid to say.
Saying things in my own ear to take away the pain,
Lies to myself in some stupid attempt to be at peace.
All I see, the fallen things that remain.
That one part of me, which continues to cease.
Forever without that assurance, that purpose,
The greatest happiness still means nothing to me.
Look at what's left, something weak, something useless.
All caused by something that I tried to be.
This raging storm just continues to grow,
Testing my limits, which are just as weak as before.
It's inside of me, something that you'd never know.
But when it explodes, you'll find out what's in store.
A broken child, screaming aloud, looking for my own path,
Whether everyone is deaf, or I'm just mute, I don't care.
My screams and aches echo with the force of god's wrath.
Eventually it will grow too powerful for anyone to bear.
Something inside of me just wants to fade away.
Every waking moment seems like an unbeatable race,
It's something I've been afraid to say.
Saying things in my own ear to take away the pain,
Lies to myself in some stupid attempt to be at peace.
All I see, the fallen things that remain.
That one part of me, which continues to cease.
Forever without that assurance, that purpose,
The greatest happiness still means nothing to me.
Look at what's left, something weak, something useless.
All caused by something that I tried to be.
This raging storm just continues to grow,
Testing my limits, which are just as weak as before.
It's inside of me, something that you'd never know.
But when it explodes, you'll find out what's in store.
A broken child, screaming aloud, looking for my own path,
Whether everyone is deaf, or I'm just mute, I don't care.
My screams and aches echo with the force of god's wrath.
Eventually it will grow too powerful for anyone to bear.