Oct 11, 2005 00:51
Yes, I have returned for a brief post stating that yes, I am alive and a whole lot better than I have been recently.
You know, I know that I suck as a friend and a boyfriend, but I'm trying to work past my transgressions and actually start trying to be my best at both; I just needed to withdraw from everything for a while so I could get my mind straight and thoughts together. It all still isn't there, but sometimes you just gotta say 'fuck it' and move forward.
I'm sorry that I hurt many people, and I know that I have fucked up royally. Like, Empire Strikes Back royally. I don't know what I'm going to do to make up for lost time, but I can assure you that I'm going to try to do something.
If I had a cut for all of the things I've done wrong, I would have died from blood loss a while back.
Time to break out the gauze and Neosporin.
~Ian