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yea kno.... i wish i could move away... cuz i dont kno who would care if i left... it never seems like much everyone always says "no you cant ill miss you to much." but how much of that is true? do you really want me to say or are you just sayin it to make me feel better.... i never kno... i try and trust what everyone says but i have a really big problem with it... i just cant seem to... im paranoid... and im sry... im really trying and i kno people get pissed at me for not believing them... but i cant seem to help it.... its just me... i have trust problems and i wish it would go away but with the lieing and stupid stuff all the time its not helping.... i've been this way since like 6th grade... and there is no blame to anyone becuz its my fault... and please guys... just understand im trying... i REALLY am.... i g2g bye!