far fall
well robin left me, which was a really far fall because a few nights before we were singing "nothing else matters" to eachother and kissing for hours, exchanging i love yous and holding hands, laughing, goofing around, making silly faces, being best friends, with a rather wonderfull "twist"
however yesterday, clear bolt out of the blue she tells me we should break up, because she has commitment issues, and we are getting serious and relationshippy and she wants to be friends for a few days, maybe longer, to see how she feels, well, that hurts, and it made me do alot of stupid things, but really, "break up" is just a word, and "boyfriend" and "girlfriend" are just titles, so as far as im concerned robin and i are all the same because i really doubt there is anything that can seperate our "buttdancing" and "buttsex" and other butt themed activities, let alone underwater judo flips and her making me look stupid on a trampoline, or nights looking at stars, because those are things that no title can dictate. and when shes ready to have our titles back, i guess i can kiss her again, which is something i guess im gonna miss for the time being, but other than that i dont see much difference... shes the greatest person i have ever met, and she is one of the greatest things that have ever happened to me, i love her so much, and no title is going to change a word of that
"Trust i seek and i find in you, every day full of something new... ...all these words i dont just say, nothing else matters"
feel better my love
chris
aka grrrrandma! (sorry jaymes)
however yesterday, clear bolt out of the blue she tells me we should break up, because she has commitment issues, and we are getting serious and relationshippy and she wants to be friends for a few days, maybe longer, to see how she feels, well, that hurts, and it made me do alot of stupid things, but really, "break up" is just a word, and "boyfriend" and "girlfriend" are just titles, so as far as im concerned robin and i are all the same because i really doubt there is anything that can seperate our "buttdancing" and "buttsex" and other butt themed activities, let alone underwater judo flips and her making me look stupid on a trampoline, or nights looking at stars, because those are things that no title can dictate. and when shes ready to have our titles back, i guess i can kiss her again, which is something i guess im gonna miss for the time being, but other than that i dont see much difference... shes the greatest person i have ever met, and she is one of the greatest things that have ever happened to me, i love her so much, and no title is going to change a word of that
"Trust i seek and i find in you, every day full of something new... ...all these words i dont just say, nothing else matters"
feel better my love
chris
aka grrrrandma! (sorry jaymes)