boo hoo
money = evil
slowly but surely everyone has just stopped talking to me. the people that do talk to me only make me feel like shit. everyone is better than me and i am a loser. so fucking what? making someone feel worthless doesn't really make them want to do anything with their lives. i don't need to be told what to do, i know what to do. i just don't do it. maybe i lack encouragement. maybe i see no point in doing anything because no matter what i do there will always be you fucking assholes waiting for me to fuck something up just so you can say i told you so. i'm a fuck up. i make bad choices by accident and on purpose. right now i just wanna hug from lizzy but even she hates me right now. love is all i have... and it's not doing much good at this point.
slowly but surely everyone has just stopped talking to me. the people that do talk to me only make me feel like shit. everyone is better than me and i am a loser. so fucking what? making someone feel worthless doesn't really make them want to do anything with their lives. i don't need to be told what to do, i know what to do. i just don't do it. maybe i lack encouragement. maybe i see no point in doing anything because no matter what i do there will always be you fucking assholes waiting for me to fuck something up just so you can say i told you so. i'm a fuck up. i make bad choices by accident and on purpose. right now i just wanna hug from lizzy but even she hates me right now. love is all i have... and it's not doing much good at this point.