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He's gone again... This time it's legitimate, I was told weeks in advance, and he can't help it if his boss is jerking him around, so... It's not like we need to be together every single day. We're not one of those couples who have to have good bye kisses and "welcome home, honey" kisses. My significant other, on the other hand, I think - no, I KNOW fantasies of that sort are going through his brain... I dread to think of just how far he's gone with me, in that way...
It was nice while he was here. It was my week to cook, he cleaned, and we had a few really nice afternoons together. He had taken time off work just so he could spend Golden Week with me, but that was a little TOO much... It took him a long time to figure it out, but I'm actually a bit shy.
Our next door neighbor's cat had kittens, and now Nowaki wants to adopt one. -_- No. Absolutely, irrefutably, NO. Of course, he looks at me with those puppy dog eyes, and I feel myself crumbling inside. I think he knows. He knows it is only a matter of time until I give in to him... Adopting an animal just makes me feel like we're adding more balls to these chains. Not that I have commitment issues, mind you. Quite the opposite. I just don't know how to take those kinds of steps forward.
I had a dream last night of matching headstones... >.> Things seem to be spinning out of control, and in a society like ours, that could be bad.
It was nice while he was here. It was my week to cook, he cleaned, and we had a few really nice afternoons together. He had taken time off work just so he could spend Golden Week with me, but that was a little TOO much... It took him a long time to figure it out, but I'm actually a bit shy.
Our next door neighbor's cat had kittens, and now Nowaki wants to adopt one. -_- No. Absolutely, irrefutably, NO. Of course, he looks at me with those puppy dog eyes, and I feel myself crumbling inside. I think he knows. He knows it is only a matter of time until I give in to him... Adopting an animal just makes me feel like we're adding more balls to these chains. Not that I have commitment issues, mind you. Quite the opposite. I just don't know how to take those kinds of steps forward.
I had a dream last night of matching headstones... >.> Things seem to be spinning out of control, and in a society like ours, that could be bad.