Mar 08, 2007 03:40
Its been so many years it seems and still I can't forgive myself for the mistakes I made in my past its unreal how many of my friends have been able to realise their problems and learn to make them another part of themselves as a whole. While I sit here and bottle it up act random to cover it at times and make my hatred for those people in my life seem unimportant while its the very reason I continue on.
Well thats just another point I have to make here. I don't hate my friends for our differences I hate humanity in a generalised term and yes I still would wish it all out of existence rather then continue on with a ficade. BUT I dont have any intentions to do anything to that end so its another. Yes another false tie in a web of life.
deception for shame