Here again
So... here I am again. Still not pregnant. Damnit.
I get the feeling my husband doesnt want it as badly as I do... and he is diminishing in wanting to try. It is rough having to keep it all up by myself.
We are also starting the IVF treatment late august. Eveything happens in august.. and Im already tired.
For the IVF i have to loose 5 kg... great.. i can do that.. I think.. not alone tho.. Cant say Im getting support from hubby.. *sigh*
I just finished three weeks of vacation. They did absolutely nothing to soothe my stress or get me rested. I feel awful. AND im starting my first week on my period. Great!
The dog is getting worse.. im fearing for the decision i might have to make later this year. Yes.. -I- .. In all three weeks.. hubby walked the dog three times.. one time i was with him. So.. yeah.. I walk the dog 4 times a day, 7 days a week.. so.. do the math. YEs, it pisses me off.
Now i have to go walk the dog again.. God I love that dog.. <3