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then he went on to say this::::::::;
I've come to the final point.I'm done caring.For all of those who claim to "be there" for me. Yes shannon, Kassidy, and the rest, this is for you. I'm tired of the shit i hear you say behind the blind side of faith. My trust was in you from the beginning, and yet no more.I'm tired of being humiliated by my "friends". for all of you whom declair to "be there" and help. Am i putting you down? no, i'm merely explaining that we are all the same. a nice slice to the wrist might do alot of good for me. but i'll give you what you want instead. i'll give you a personality that you can talk shit on and scowl at. isn't that what you want? hm? Yes, yes, of course i am tired and fed up with the shit that the world and all humanity offers. and i long for eternal rest. but it's "all an act" right shannon? i just "choose random girls and date them, and dump them" right? if you only knew half of my story. i live in my own world ofdepression and thoughts.....fantasies of death. the world surrounds me merely as a protective layer upon mortality, only to protect you all from a brutal awakening. is this true? very. supernatural? no. I am the true form that most don't understand. i'm not the only one, i'm not the lone soul. there are many. i am merely one of them. stuck in siyuations and conflicts. i'm done. final thought...
for my "bestfriends",
for the ones who have "been there"
you have no idea what is to come...
-------------THIS IS SO RIDICULOUS
I've come to the final point.I'm done caring.For all of those who claim to "be there" for me. Yes shannon, Kassidy, and the rest, this is for you. I'm tired of the shit i hear you say behind the blind side of faith. My trust was in you from the beginning, and yet no more.I'm tired of being humiliated by my "friends". for all of you whom declair to "be there" and help. Am i putting you down? no, i'm merely explaining that we are all the same. a nice slice to the wrist might do alot of good for me. but i'll give you what you want instead. i'll give you a personality that you can talk shit on and scowl at. isn't that what you want? hm? Yes, yes, of course i am tired and fed up with the shit that the world and all humanity offers. and i long for eternal rest. but it's "all an act" right shannon? i just "choose random girls and date them, and dump them" right? if you only knew half of my story. i live in my own world ofdepression and thoughts.....fantasies of death. the world surrounds me merely as a protective layer upon mortality, only to protect you all from a brutal awakening. is this true? very. supernatural? no. I am the true form that most don't understand. i'm not the only one, i'm not the lone soul. there are many. i am merely one of them. stuck in siyuations and conflicts. i'm done. final thought...
for my "bestfriends",
for the ones who have "been there"
you have no idea what is to come...
-------------THIS IS SO RIDICULOUS