My heart is still bleeding from the knives you stabbed in me.
Reading peoples journals today, god everyone has to deal with so much shit. I don't even know what to say, I'm overly scarred from being fucked over and I don't want to trust anyone ever again, but at the same time I wish love didn't come with pain, I liked being in love, now I'm two afraid to even get close to anyone. I know my overly happy, loud, loving self was annoying, but I would take that over the way I am now any day.