Complaints.
I'm getting sick, tightness in my chest is making it hard to breathe and I'm constantly tired. I don't want to be sick, not now. It's mostly because..I got caught in the rain yesterday and had to sit in class for two hours soaked to the bone. I was already getting a cough before that.
Everyone went home with weekend except for Sukie, let's say it's been the longest quietest Saturday ever. It bothers me just a little, I like to have lots of friends around, especially now that I feel like I can't breathe.
And for my final (maybe?) complaint. This one has been bothering me for a while, similar to the way a new shoe rubs your foot. You kinda just hope it'll go away on it's own once the shoe stretches. First of all, a disclaimer; I don't think I'm a needy girlfriend, maybe I am, but I've asked friends and the people in my life and they agree with me. Well..here goes for complaint #3. Jun is a wonderful boyfriend..when I see him. Yes, we both have classes and homework, personal lives and the need for alone time. But you know, dinner once and a while would be pretty cool. And if I come by one night and knock on your door..I don't want to be ignored. If I'm not wanted, I'd like to hear it. I'd be perfectly fine with a "Not tonight, I'm worn out". But sometimes I think he completely ignores the fact that I'm knocking on his door. Maybe my imagination is running away with me? Maybe he's not actually in his room all those times I've gone there during the last three months. Even though I hear noises, know the light is on, etc. I'm just really frustrated. And yesterday he came to my room for 10 minutes..he sat on my bed, drew on my doodlepro (that kid toy with the magnets..I'm a geek), and left without much of a goodbye; no hug, no kiss, nothing. I want to go vomit now.
Everyone went home with weekend except for Sukie, let's say it's been the longest quietest Saturday ever. It bothers me just a little, I like to have lots of friends around, especially now that I feel like I can't breathe.
And for my final (maybe?) complaint. This one has been bothering me for a while, similar to the way a new shoe rubs your foot. You kinda just hope it'll go away on it's own once the shoe stretches. First of all, a disclaimer; I don't think I'm a needy girlfriend, maybe I am, but I've asked friends and the people in my life and they agree with me. Well..here goes for complaint #3. Jun is a wonderful boyfriend..when I see him. Yes, we both have classes and homework, personal lives and the need for alone time. But you know, dinner once and a while would be pretty cool. And if I come by one night and knock on your door..I don't want to be ignored. If I'm not wanted, I'd like to hear it. I'd be perfectly fine with a "Not tonight, I'm worn out". But sometimes I think he completely ignores the fact that I'm knocking on his door. Maybe my imagination is running away with me? Maybe he's not actually in his room all those times I've gone there during the last three months. Even though I hear noises, know the light is on, etc. I'm just really frustrated. And yesterday he came to my room for 10 minutes..he sat on my bed, drew on my doodlepro (that kid toy with the magnets..I'm a geek), and left without much of a goodbye; no hug, no kiss, nothing. I want to go vomit now.