Mar 24, 2009 01:04
Yea... friday the 13th this year. Bothered me so much....
Wasn't about it being friday the 13th.
It was about it being March 13th.
I hated it. I hated waking up that day, to even acknowledge it.
*sigh*
Well... miss you dad.
Still wonder what life would've been like if you hadn't decided to kill yourself that night.
I even wonder what I would've been like if I didn't witness you doing it.
Doesn't stop me from loving you.
I just always wonder if you ever noticed your 6 year old son standing there before you pulled the trigger.