-_- WOW!!!
Yeah well my other nipple got pierced my my stupid saftey pin and so did the previous one OMG WILL THIS EVER END!? Yes it hurts like hell so I have to clean it and use bactine so it will STOP HURTING EVENTUALLY!!! -_- Oh well, it'll heal up soon if I have n e thing to do with it! Right now I'm in Canada at my Grandma's house. She's doing a buncha stuff so I'm on here waiting for her to finish. (Oh yeah, Jules: I reply to your comments so u might wanna check.)
N e ways, as predicted, I cried when I saw my godfather. He was sooooo nice and he's really funny and I love him now. I'm seeing him again in two weeks. His two sons Michelle and Marc-Anthony are both bastards so they basically bonded with my brother. As long as they stay away from me I'm cool with that. My godfather even gave me a gift! I won't stop using it now; and I'm gonna keep it forever. You'll never understand how relieved I felt and thankful that he finally came and to see how much he cared. It means a lot when someone cares about you.....
AND YES THE BUS RIDE WENT FINE I'M ALIVE!!!! WOOT!!!! (had to say that ;-) )
I dunno why but I just can't stop thinking about Jules (nothing to worry about, Ben, she's my best friend, nothing else.) and I dunno....I guess i just miss her or something. Here life is so boring (when I say here I mean Massachusetts, NOT CANADA!!!) and Jules just makes it more interesting. For some reason I keep remembering the party.......-_- it's in my genes to be messed up, so naturally I have to think about it. What do you expect, this IS me.
And I think of Ben a lot each day. I dreamed about him last night; when I went back home and we were talking about us on the computer. He said his hair would be different when I get back......wonder how? (Sorry if there are errors, this keyboard is so fucked up.) Yep I'm crazy in love, what chu gonna do bout it!? I wonder how Becky and her friend Dmetrie are doing.....I wonder how she's doing.....
Yes I promised Ben that I wouldn't cut on the trip and I'm keeping that promise. But I don't think I'll ever need to anymore. I know how to feel better and ease the pain without harming myself. And Becky's trying to help me stop as well as Ben.....Ben's way gets through to me more, I have to admit. What is it about him!? :P Guess I'll never know why I ever loved him (I STILL DO; TRUST ME!!!) -_- Shut up, Jules!!!
Mammy accepted this new me; Punk. She saw the way I dressed and she was like "Oh you're so beautiful! Look, Claudine, how beautiful she is!" and she says that EVERY DAY NOW. It's nice to be accepted by her....her being homophobic....but she's getting used to gay marriages and stuff like that so I'll tell her eventually, either face-to-face or above her tombstone either way she'll know. (Mammy's my great-grandmother and Claudine's my Grandma).
City life is wierd.....I could never get used to it for a living, but just for a vacation it's pretty nice. My Grandma's a definite City Girl. That's her! :D
STILL dunno my band nickname yet, but I'm making a list of ones from www.deadname.com and hopefully I'll decide.....Susie said that Disturbed Angel is officially my name because it suits me perfectly...-_- well I can't have anything "angel" in a band called "Devils Daughters", now can I? But she decided it was my goth name just like I decided Sofia's goth name was Beautiful Nightmare (OH, COME ON!!! IT'S PERFECT FOR HER!!!) And Jules decided that Becky's was Bitter Beauty and Becky decided that Jules's was Angelic Scars or something like that...I dunno there is NOTHING angelic about Jules. (-_- I might get yelled at for that so I have to say somthing nice now....) But that's what makes her Jules and that's why we love her, right!? :-D
DON'T THINK BECAUSE I COULD WRITE HERE IT MEANS THAT I WILL EVERY DAY NOW!!! I'M LUCKY I COULD EVEN GET ON HERE!!!
Okay I'm out. They're stuffing me with food like a turkey and sitting me down to watch movies so I'm probably gaining weight and today I'M INSISTING that I eat NORMAL!!! Gotta go get stuffed again...-_- WHY ME!? (my great-grandma complains I don't eat enough ON TOP OF IT ALL!!!)
-Demonic_Punk
N e ways, as predicted, I cried when I saw my godfather. He was sooooo nice and he's really funny and I love him now. I'm seeing him again in two weeks. His two sons Michelle and Marc-Anthony are both bastards so they basically bonded with my brother. As long as they stay away from me I'm cool with that. My godfather even gave me a gift! I won't stop using it now; and I'm gonna keep it forever. You'll never understand how relieved I felt and thankful that he finally came and to see how much he cared. It means a lot when someone cares about you.....
AND YES THE BUS RIDE WENT FINE I'M ALIVE!!!! WOOT!!!! (had to say that ;-) )
I dunno why but I just can't stop thinking about Jules (nothing to worry about, Ben, she's my best friend, nothing else.) and I dunno....I guess i just miss her or something. Here life is so boring (when I say here I mean Massachusetts, NOT CANADA!!!) and Jules just makes it more interesting. For some reason I keep remembering the party.......-_- it's in my genes to be messed up, so naturally I have to think about it. What do you expect, this IS me.
And I think of Ben a lot each day. I dreamed about him last night; when I went back home and we were talking about us on the computer. He said his hair would be different when I get back......wonder how? (Sorry if there are errors, this keyboard is so fucked up.) Yep I'm crazy in love, what chu gonna do bout it!? I wonder how Becky and her friend Dmetrie are doing.....I wonder how she's doing.....
Yes I promised Ben that I wouldn't cut on the trip and I'm keeping that promise. But I don't think I'll ever need to anymore. I know how to feel better and ease the pain without harming myself. And Becky's trying to help me stop as well as Ben.....Ben's way gets through to me more, I have to admit. What is it about him!? :P Guess I'll never know why I ever loved him (I STILL DO; TRUST ME!!!) -_- Shut up, Jules!!!
Mammy accepted this new me; Punk. She saw the way I dressed and she was like "Oh you're so beautiful! Look, Claudine, how beautiful she is!" and she says that EVERY DAY NOW. It's nice to be accepted by her....her being homophobic....but she's getting used to gay marriages and stuff like that so I'll tell her eventually, either face-to-face or above her tombstone either way she'll know. (Mammy's my great-grandmother and Claudine's my Grandma).
City life is wierd.....I could never get used to it for a living, but just for a vacation it's pretty nice. My Grandma's a definite City Girl. That's her! :D
STILL dunno my band nickname yet, but I'm making a list of ones from www.deadname.com and hopefully I'll decide.....Susie said that Disturbed Angel is officially my name because it suits me perfectly...-_- well I can't have anything "angel" in a band called "Devils Daughters", now can I? But she decided it was my goth name just like I decided Sofia's goth name was Beautiful Nightmare (OH, COME ON!!! IT'S PERFECT FOR HER!!!) And Jules decided that Becky's was Bitter Beauty and Becky decided that Jules's was Angelic Scars or something like that...I dunno there is NOTHING angelic about Jules. (-_- I might get yelled at for that so I have to say somthing nice now....) But that's what makes her Jules and that's why we love her, right!? :-D
DON'T THINK BECAUSE I COULD WRITE HERE IT MEANS THAT I WILL EVERY DAY NOW!!! I'M LUCKY I COULD EVEN GET ON HERE!!!
Okay I'm out. They're stuffing me with food like a turkey and sitting me down to watch movies so I'm probably gaining weight and today I'M INSISTING that I eat NORMAL!!! Gotta go get stuffed again...-_- WHY ME!? (my great-grandma complains I don't eat enough ON TOP OF IT ALL!!!)
-Demonic_Punk