Nov 13, 2005 12:02
Well its official. My mom deleted my MSN blog site -_- so noone can read my stuff. NOT COOL!!! Now I have to go to this place where I get counseling...for legal reasons I'm not giving out any hints. My doctor excused me but he doesn't even know where I am so my rapist's lawyers don't got shit to go on. The trial's in 10 days so yeah...AND I'M GOING EVERYONE SO GET OVER IT!!!
AND B U GOTTA COME TOO!!!
I've been crying several times a day now and I still am....I'm writing poems and songs like crazy. I cut and burned again yes....I admit that.
I confessed my love for Lauren. I was crying in her lap and telling her that I loved her but...she wouldn't take me. I kissed her hand and held it....its killing me......
-Stepha