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My interview with MTV went really well. So well, in fact, she alluded to the idea that I might actually get the internship. Which is GREAT.
But now it's really stressing me out. If I get it, it means living away from home again for the entire summer. And as it turns out, I won't have a car, due to circumstances out of my control. Which means it'd be hard to get around, especially if I swing getting a part-time job, and it would be $20 and 5 hours on a bus every time I want to come home.
Now don't get me wrong. If I get this internship, no chance in hell am I turning it down. But the more this semester goes on, and I think about coming home for a week, getting sent off to the New York City, and then going back to Goucher... well I realize how much I really miss my wickity-Wack friends. I miss Chris and Mary and Andy so much. Especially now that I've been talking with Andy nearly every day, I really am just aching for one of our 3-hour long "what do you want to do? I don't know, what do you want to do?" drives through every county in Rhode Island. And I really miss blasting crap music in Chris's car and watching bad shows on MTV (motif?) in his basement and playing with Merlin. And I miss girly-movie nights with Mary and chatting up a storm. And I miss the Jew Crew too and our late-night adventures at Gregg's and parking lots with Kalver's cowbell (okay I know it's not a cowbell). And I'd mention how much I miss hanging out with Eric, but he's married to the sea and won't be around until August anyway. Oh, and my bro is pretty cool too, I like hanging with him.
Point is, I really want this chance to work with MTV. But I also just really want to go home and see the people who've stuck with me since before I hit puberty. =(
But now it's really stressing me out. If I get it, it means living away from home again for the entire summer. And as it turns out, I won't have a car, due to circumstances out of my control. Which means it'd be hard to get around, especially if I swing getting a part-time job, and it would be $20 and 5 hours on a bus every time I want to come home.
Now don't get me wrong. If I get this internship, no chance in hell am I turning it down. But the more this semester goes on, and I think about coming home for a week, getting sent off to the New York City, and then going back to Goucher... well I realize how much I really miss my wickity-Wack friends. I miss Chris and Mary and Andy so much. Especially now that I've been talking with Andy nearly every day, I really am just aching for one of our 3-hour long "what do you want to do? I don't know, what do you want to do?" drives through every county in Rhode Island. And I really miss blasting crap music in Chris's car and watching bad shows on MTV (motif?) in his basement and playing with Merlin. And I miss girly-movie nights with Mary and chatting up a storm. And I miss the Jew Crew too and our late-night adventures at Gregg's and parking lots with Kalver's cowbell (okay I know it's not a cowbell). And I'd mention how much I miss hanging out with Eric, but he's married to the sea and won't be around until August anyway. Oh, and my bro is pretty cool too, I like hanging with him.
Point is, I really want this chance to work with MTV. But I also just really want to go home and see the people who've stuck with me since before I hit puberty. =(