life sucks and so do you
Happy bday linds!
at work. bored. my first final was a breeze haha. next final at 4 today for statistics (ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh) i did the take home part it was pretty easy it just took me a while to figure out what to use where and well i didnt finish it cuz i didnt know how to do the last 2 problems. i even downloaded a statistics thing and it wouldnt work. but yea none of those problems are gonna b on the in class test cuz the teacher said they had to much math and we would b in there for days lol. and my only other final is thursday at 1-250 which its the size of a regular test so i should b outa there by 2 so Rachel most likely ill b at ur school to take u to work =).
i kinda wish i went to the rx bandits show..but i just kinda got tired of shows..i miss having rachel at the shows with me.
i went to valleys play last night with meghan. they did alice in wonderland and it was cheesy and i couldnt hear most of the ppl the whole play. the only good actors in it were the catepillar and the mad hatter haha. some of the others were kinda good but yea.
recently ive had alot of ups and downs and its all randomized. like last night i was looking at pictures of Rachel and it just made me miss her even more so i got all depressed. things arnt the same..i really feel empy all the time. i miss my significant other. "for you my heart is yearning and how i love you so" a little nofx just for you my <3. im worried about my baby, cuz i know her parents just make things worse on her all the time. i only want to make things perfect for her and be her perfect bf (i know ive probably said most if this before but its just the truth). both of our lives are hard right now but im sure we will get through it. i wish death upon her parents and mine for making us go through this.
living on my own is alright. it just gets really lonely. even if ppl are there im still lonely..i guess its just because the only person that would make me feel truely happy is Rachel. its great that i can do what i want tho as in i can be as loud as i want (to an extent) listen to music as loud as i want and basically everything else is how i want lol. thats another thing that makes it lonely when its just the usual stuff that just you want it gets old. but when someone else helps decorate and ect. it kinda livens the place up if u know what i mean?
well im done with my ramblings i guess.
I love you Rachel.
word of the day:
vaticide - The murder, or the murderer, of a prophet.
at work. bored. my first final was a breeze haha. next final at 4 today for statistics (ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh) i did the take home part it was pretty easy it just took me a while to figure out what to use where and well i didnt finish it cuz i didnt know how to do the last 2 problems. i even downloaded a statistics thing and it wouldnt work. but yea none of those problems are gonna b on the in class test cuz the teacher said they had to much math and we would b in there for days lol. and my only other final is thursday at 1-250 which its the size of a regular test so i should b outa there by 2 so Rachel most likely ill b at ur school to take u to work =).
i kinda wish i went to the rx bandits show..but i just kinda got tired of shows..i miss having rachel at the shows with me.
i went to valleys play last night with meghan. they did alice in wonderland and it was cheesy and i couldnt hear most of the ppl the whole play. the only good actors in it were the catepillar and the mad hatter haha. some of the others were kinda good but yea.
recently ive had alot of ups and downs and its all randomized. like last night i was looking at pictures of Rachel and it just made me miss her even more so i got all depressed. things arnt the same..i really feel empy all the time. i miss my significant other. "for you my heart is yearning and how i love you so" a little nofx just for you my <3. im worried about my baby, cuz i know her parents just make things worse on her all the time. i only want to make things perfect for her and be her perfect bf (i know ive probably said most if this before but its just the truth). both of our lives are hard right now but im sure we will get through it. i wish death upon her parents and mine for making us go through this.
living on my own is alright. it just gets really lonely. even if ppl are there im still lonely..i guess its just because the only person that would make me feel truely happy is Rachel. its great that i can do what i want tho as in i can be as loud as i want (to an extent) listen to music as loud as i want and basically everything else is how i want lol. thats another thing that makes it lonely when its just the usual stuff that just you want it gets old. but when someone else helps decorate and ect. it kinda livens the place up if u know what i mean?
well im done with my ramblings i guess.
I love you Rachel.
word of the day:
vaticide - The murder, or the murderer, of a prophet.