Taking it easy today.
Day 4...No Smoking and all is well. :o) Its crazy, I have 14+ cartons of smokes here. Placed the order a few days before deciding we were quitting. I think we are over the hump of the physical addiction and now the rest is mental. I think I like the extra temptation here in view because then I feel like Im stronger for resisting it when its in my face. I think thats what it is anyway. Felt great to get rid of the ashtrays. No more cig ashes all over my desk that Im cleaning up 10x a day. No more stinky air. Washed Culs coat so that it no longer smells like smoke.
Now what happens when I eventually have a cocktail/wine? I mean its like smoking and liquor has always gone hand in hand. Now what will I do? What do non-smokers do? Damn thats a stupid question, but its what I think about.
I watched 'Our Dirty Movie'. Wow, the dialogue is just hilariously cliche and stupid. I found out why my nub feels like I nicked it shaving.
Me: Ouch! You just bit my clit.
Cul: *muffled* No, I didn't...you just rammed it into my upper teeth.
(later)
Cul: Can you get me some water?
Me: You want me to get you some water like right now???? No way....you go get it.
Cul: I cant, your sitting on my face.
Hmmm what else.....
Ive taken out all my piercings except for the main lobe. Some that Ive had for 18+ years...all gone. Change feels good. Think its time for bang change too...swoopy bangs next.
Elijah is coming back in April...Im hoping for sooner.
My parents are leaving for Mexico on Monday for a week. My Dad needs to have 'the secret financial stuff' talk with me before he goes for that just in case kinda reasoning. Along with the dont open this envelope and dont look in here but I have to tell you where here is. Okay Secret Squirrel.
I need to up my water and start on the treadmill already. At least plugging the damn thing in will be a start. I hate exercise...hate is the perfect word. BLECH! The vision of myself in that video just popped into my head....I should reconsider my hate for exercise...seriously.