Idk no more
Well....Me and Cat seriously Officially No more she left me for another guy and yea...you kno it really hurts to see stuff even after everything has pass by just reading the smallest statement...
If ur wounderig why just ask me i dont mind telling u......What hurts more is the lies she told me....and what she did....and she still doing...you kno i did everyhthing for her but it was for nothing. but i hope she happy with this fucken kid david. It hard to believe she does not feel any symphaty or pity for me. As much Anger, hatred, and range is inside me i still love her but u kno what the point she likes another dude they've alrdy kissed she alrdy let me go for someone in just 2weeks of being seperated.
But anyway idk what im gonna do i feel like im in another State of Mind, but thank god i got real good friends to help.
What i dont understand the most is why she did it. You kno? wtf? Damn i reall feel alot hate for her but yet she still in my mind, but I kno when she read this she won't care cause she never cared since this all started happening.
Yeah anyway this girl really fucked me over and u kno it sa to tell u that i could have been in the hospital. why? Cause if u dont kno yet I have Dietbites and my blood sugar was 597 witch is WAY ABOVE AVERAGE! i could have gone into DKA (diebetic keytone acidation) witch Acid in are body produce and enter are blood stream and flows to the heart and cause serious problem or death. also i blacked out 3 times in 10mins. Black out could have been from DKA aswell cause the acid goes everywhere.
You and after all this? she doesnt seem to care still. she is talking to david. she does not try to talk to me, even if i told her not to talk to me but shows how much she cares. Yes i really need alot of Soda Lmao! lmao, anyways yeah it real sad to even tell people this cause it really hurts to tell this. And u kno what even so out place is that i still care for her even i do feel hatred for with such a passion and i still love her....but u kno she choose david kid over me...and it funny she going to practice today in the morning and she gonna be with him and hang probably make out and while i am here still in my state of mind i can tell she really cares ha. anyways im gonna go now i need to get some air cause my body pretty numb from all my nervse and shit.
Later.
-Jon
Ps. amazing...
If ur wounderig why just ask me i dont mind telling u......What hurts more is the lies she told me....and what she did....and she still doing...you kno i did everyhthing for her but it was for nothing. but i hope she happy with this fucken kid david. It hard to believe she does not feel any symphaty or pity for me. As much Anger, hatred, and range is inside me i still love her but u kno what the point she likes another dude they've alrdy kissed she alrdy let me go for someone in just 2weeks of being seperated.
But anyway idk what im gonna do i feel like im in another State of Mind, but thank god i got real good friends to help.
What i dont understand the most is why she did it. You kno? wtf? Damn i reall feel alot hate for her but yet she still in my mind, but I kno when she read this she won't care cause she never cared since this all started happening.
Yeah anyway this girl really fucked me over and u kno it sa to tell u that i could have been in the hospital. why? Cause if u dont kno yet I have Dietbites and my blood sugar was 597 witch is WAY ABOVE AVERAGE! i could have gone into DKA (diebetic keytone acidation) witch Acid in are body produce and enter are blood stream and flows to the heart and cause serious problem or death. also i blacked out 3 times in 10mins. Black out could have been from DKA aswell cause the acid goes everywhere.
You and after all this? she doesnt seem to care still. she is talking to david. she does not try to talk to me, even if i told her not to talk to me but shows how much she cares. Yes i really need alot of Soda Lmao! lmao, anyways yeah it real sad to even tell people this cause it really hurts to tell this. And u kno what even so out place is that i still care for her even i do feel hatred for with such a passion and i still love her....but u kno she choose david kid over me...and it funny she going to practice today in the morning and she gonna be with him and hang probably make out and while i am here still in my state of mind i can tell she really cares ha. anyways im gonna go now i need to get some air cause my body pretty numb from all my nervse and shit.
Later.
-Jon
Ps. amazing...