OMG! Poor Pi is going to get syphilis!
Title: OMG! Poor Pi is going to get syphilis
Rating: NC-17
Characters: Yamapi, Tackey, Tsubasa, Toma, NewS, Jimmy Mackey
10/2/04
I’ve just found this old diary. I guess it’s not much of a diary cos I only wrote in it twice, but I’m supposed to be doing homework now and this is a good distraction. It actually feels like I’m doing work too, so I don’t have to feel as guilty about not finishing my real work yet.
Well, the last (and I guess first) two entries I made were about sex, so I guess I may as well stick with the theme. And because I had sex very recently, why don’t I tell you about that?
I woke up this morning in the typical way for me, ie in someone else’s bed. This time it was Tackey’s bed, which is fairly normal for me, as far as normal for me goes. Tackey, incidentally, was the first non-Toma person I had sex with. It was kinda weird how that started. Tsubasa had a bit of a crush on Toma, so those two went out together one night. Tackey, naturally, was upset about being ditched, so he called me and asked me to come over and keep him company. Needless to say, the night ended with sex.
Tsubasa’s hated me since. Not that he particularly like me in the first place, but that just made it worse. It hasn’t stopped the occasional threesome though. Or orgy, when Toma joined in too.
Anyway, so I woke up in Tackey’s bed this morning. Tackey was still asleep. I prefer to wake up before whoever I’m with. For one, it gives me a chance to remember who it was, and two: they’re less likely to regret whatever they did with me if they don’t see me asleep in their bed.
It turned out a noise had woken me up. It turned out that noise had been made by Tsubasa opening the bedroom door. Tsubasa was really, really pissed (as per usual when something like this happens).
Then Tackey woke up (probably because the room had suddenly gotten cold). His face always brightens when he sees Tsubasa - it’s really cute actually. But then Tackey remembered that I was there and his face just fell. Then followed the long and awkward silence. I decided to break it.
I got up and went over to Tsubasa and knelt down before him. He didn’t move or say anything, just kept staring at me. So I undid his fly with my mouth (you’d be amazed at what I can do with my mouth now), and his pants fell to the ground. He wasn’t wearing any undies, but hey! When does he ever wear any underwear when he goes to visit Tackey?
So yeah, I started giving Tsubasa head. I love the feeling on people going hard in my mouth. I used to do it to Toma on days off when I was bored of waiting for him to wake up. The noises he made were orgasmic. The noises Tsubasa was making were pretty special too. Tsubasa didn’t fight me off, just let me suck on him. That was, until Tackey started whimpering. Then he pushed me off and walked over to the bedside cupboard, where he pulled out a whole bunch of BONDAGE EQUIPMENT! I knew they were into it, but I didn’t realise they were that serious. And I can’t believe I’d never seen this stuff before, and it was pretty well used.
He used to gag Tackey, then tie his hands to the bedpost above his head, so he was stuck sitting up. Tackey didn’t struggle at all the whole time Tsubasa was tying him. But then again, how could Tackey ever resist Tsubasa? And he’s not the only one. *cough*Toma*cough*
Once Tackey was stuck, Tsubasa whispered something spiteful-looking into Tackey’s ear. Tackey’s eyes went wide with shock and then he began to struggle and scream. Tsubasa threw the rest of his clothes off and straddled Tackey on all fours, his face right in Tackey’s, and taunted his lover some more.
Then came the unexpected part. Tsubasa threw a tube of lube at me and yelled
”Come fuck me, Yamapi!”
I think Tackey nearly started crying. Tackey’s always the top with Tsubasa (except when he’s drunk and Tsubasa’s sober), but when he’s with other people, Tsubasa’s never the bottom. Toma told me that in all the times he was with Tsubasa, he was never allowed anything but the bottom.
Toma was almost always the top with me. There were a few times when he decided he wanted to take it for a change, but not many. I prefer bottom too. Maybe it’s because I’m lazy, and topping involves all that tiring thrusting action.
So I guess Tackey was upset because he was sure that Tsubasa’s special place belonged solely to him. I would have been happy to leave it like that, but Tsubasa was in charge of the situation, and I had to do what he said.
As soon as I was in Tsubasa, he began screaming my name exaggeratedly, and in Tackey’s face too, just to get at him. It really worked. Tackey whimpered and almost cried the whole time. But before either of us could come, Tsubasa pushed me off, and snarled
“I think your boyfriend needs relief.”
Tackey had, indeed, tented the sheets from the display Tsubasa had put on. Tsubasa ripped the sheets off him and exposed him. He gave as loud a cry as possible whilst gagged and closed his eyes. Yeah right, as if you not being able to see us is going to stop us from being able to see how genki Tackey Jr just got. He was horny as hell and nothing was going to save him.
Tsubasa didn’t need to give me any further instructions. I got into the position he’d just been in, straddling Tackey on all fours, and lined myself up so Tsubasa could fuck my arse, and Tackey my mouth. It’s a position I’ve been in plenty of times before, and not just with these two. Tsubasa pushed just the tip of his dick in my arse, so he could align himself just right. He usually does that when he wants to ram me hard. Which is usually. He really doesn’t like me, because he knows I like Tackey. And he hates me more because he knows Tackey likes me too. Not necessarily in an affectionate way, but more in an I-want-to-fuck-the-boy’s-brains-out sort of way. And I let Tackey have his way with me.
Tsubasa rammed me sore hard it felt even then like I was going to bruise. In ramming me, he also forced me forward onto Tackey, so they were both balls-deep inside me. And even though I’ve got probably the best-trained gag-reflex in the Jimusyo, I had to try really hard not to gag.
Then Tsubasa pulled almost all the way out and rammed me again. I think my eyes were watering, but I was also really getting off on it. Did I mention I’m a sucker for punishment? And knowing there were two guys getting off on fucking me is always an added turn-on.
Tsubasa continued the vicious buggery until they both came inside me, at the same time. Once you get used to the taste of cum (disgusting), being filled with it actually becomes a wonderful feeling. All warm and gooey. Like being a soft-centred chocolate that’s been sitting in the sun. Admittedly it would be a pretty foul-tasting chocolate, but...I think I’m carrying the metaphor too far here. Yeah.
Tsubasa pulled out of me and pulled me off Tackey. Another thing I should probably mention is that Tsubasa is probably the biggest boy in the agency. Biggest as in well endowed in the groin department.
The number of times Toma came to work walking funny and I correctly guessed he’d been with Tsubasa is actually pretty comical. Although guessing was always made easier in that nine times out of ten I’d have gotten a call from Tackey the night before inviting me over. And it’s very rude to refuse your sempai.
Yeah, so Tsubasa threw my clothes at me and told me to stop fucking his boyfriend and leave. I dressed in everything but my undies - I contemplated leaving them to piss Tsubasa off, but then he threw them at my head so I couldn’t. I shoved them into my back pocket and replied
“I’ll stop fucking your boyfriend when you stop fucking mine”
before I slammed the door behind me.
I heard muffled screaming from Tackey as I exited through the front door. I kinda feel bad - he would have got it really hard from Tsubasa for the rest of the morning. It’s been about six hours since I left, and I somehow doubt he’s been untied yet.
But I was kinda right about the boyfriend-fucking comment. The only time Tackey will ever sleep with me is when he can’t have Tsubasa, and that’s usually because Tsubasa’s too busy off seducing Toma/his latest Junior crush.
Toma’s not really my boyfriend anymore though. Since NewS formed I’ve been too busy with that to spend enough time together with him. We still do meet up every now and then though, and there’s almost always sex involved, but nowadays I spend most of my evenings with other people.
One of the things I miss most about Toma is waking up in his arms. I used to feel loved. Most of the people I wake up with now - if I even manage to stay in their bed overnight - end up on the other side of the bed by morning. Well, not so much wake up there as fall asleep there, and stay there all night.
It’s seriously the most wonderful feeling in the world waking up being spooning. Not even Tackey spoons me. As for Tsubasa, I doubt he’d touch me with a ten-foot pole. But he’d fuck me with his. Sorry.
My pants were a complete mess by the time I got back home. I’d actually bled a little, for the first time in ages, so there was blood, Tsubasa’s cum, and my own staining my pants. I’d had to jack off in the car, because I hadn’t actually managed to orgasm during the sex this morning. Tsubasa would probably have shot me if I had.
Well, I’d better get back to my work. I might call Toma after I’ve finished and see if he wants to come over, because writing this has really made me miss him.
~P~
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11/2/04
I had a pretty off day at rehearsals today. And from what I’ve heard, so did Tackey, but he should be alright. He’ll be able to get Tsubasa back. Even though I’d never seen the bondage stuff in the drawer before, I knew Tackey was into it. Both Tsubasa and I have gotten rope burns to prove it. It’s always fun turning up to work with matching suspicious ailments. The costumers usually yell at us for making their life difficult.
Anyways, I was a bit sore today. I don’t think Tsubasa actually used lube yesterday, otherwise I probably would have been okay. So I spent most of today just sitting down watching the others dance and occasionally passing comment so it would seem more like I was doing my leader duties than slacking off. And I like just watching my boys dance sometimes - I guess I’m perverse like that. Toma used to find it amusing when he’d wake up in the morning and I’d just be watching him. Then he’d say “If you’re going to look you may as well touch”, and then we’d have sex. Happy morning sex.
Ryo is sexy and he knows it. And he so obviously has the hots for Uchi. I know that they’re best friends and all because they’re constantly working together in both groups, but there’s a difference between friendly and flirting. He constantly glances over at Uchi, and during a break, when he was apparently staring off into space, his eyeline was pointing directly at Uchi’s butt. I bet he wants to shove his cock in there. But there is no chance in hell he’s ever going to admit it off his own bat. He’s too “straight” for that. I should probably tease him about it one day just to get things moving, but not when I’m this sore. I have a fairly clear idea of how the encounter is going to turn out.
Another thing I get off on: screwing with people’s minds. They all know I’m a slut and they shouldn’t really have sex with me, because that would be wrong, and people will laugh at them for sleeping with the whore, but they usually do anyway. I love seducing them because I always win. The look in their faces as I break their resistance is seriously arousing.
It’s kinda odd that Ryo has such a thing for Uchi, because he generally does seem straight, with a massive breast fixation. As in a massive fixation on massive breasts. And when the managers give us porn to keep us amused on tour, he always manages to wrangle himself first choice. So seducing him should be interesting, and hopefully I will be able to hook him up with Hiroki, and they can go and have lots of sex afterwards. Another thing I should mention is that Ryo actually is a sex fiend, and gets really tetchy if he goes too long without. He’s lucky that his supply of fangirls matches his appetite for them - fuckloads.
But I can see why Ryo is interested in Uchi. He’s very pretty, but very thin and really shy. Ryo would probably break him if they were to have sex now - both physically and mentally. That’s something else I’ll have to figure out. At least Uchi seems to have a crush on Ryo too - he blushed when he realised Ryo was checking out his arse.
Koyama Keiichiro. I gave him a pity fuck once. It was because no one seemed to flirt with him, and he didn’t flirt with anyone, and he really looked in need of a good shag. I thought for a while he might have been straight, but then he didn’t refuse sex with me. Basic summary: we shared a bed one night on tour, which is usual. Well, not necessarily with him, but (mandatory) bed sharing is not uncommon within the agency. It’s led to me having sex plenty of times. Best way to keep warm in winter.
So yeah, I was sharing a bed with Kei. I can’t remember exactly, but I think the conversation went something like this:
“Hey Kei...have you ever slept with anyone?”
“*blush* No...have you?”
“Yeah.”
“What’s it like? If you don’t mind me asking?”
“Shall I just show you?”
“*blush*”
Then it was all sex. That kid was seriously depraved. Like, Jimmy Mackey depraved. Oh yeah, I’ve slept with him too. Blame drunken truth-or-dare at four in the morning after one of the countdown concerts. HaseJun dared me to kiss Jimmy Mackey, who was asleep in the next room. I don’t remember very clearly what happened next, but I do remember it ended with me staggering back into the game grinning triumphantly, naked, cum dripping out of my arse, and Jimmy sound asleep in the next room again.
While Kei has never spoken about what we did since, he seems to be a bit better for it. He doesn’t avoid me or anything, and I think he’s purposely not avoiding Shige.
That one’s a little hottie, and he doesn’t even seem to realise it. I’d probably go him, but I don’t want to compete with Kei if that’s the case. And Shige is easily distracted. Give him a something to go off on a tangent about, and he’ll ramble for hours. You should also keep him away from shiny things.
Tegoshi Yuya is another little hottie, and he’s just got this adorably cute sparkle to him. Maybe he’s a little bit too cute though - there has to be something less innocent behind that grin. I think he has a bit of a crush on me too, so maybe I’ll indulge him one day to find out. *puts Tegoshi on to-do list* Yeah...my intention actually is to try and sleep with as much of the jimusyo I can. A weird goal, but with my track record, I may as well try for more. And it’s not like I don’t enjoy it.
Next there’s Massu. He’s cute, but completely uninterested in me. He’s only got eyes for Tegoshi. I know that I’m going to leave Shige alone so Kei can have him, but there’s no way in hell I’m going to let Massu have Tegoshi before I get a chance to play with him first. Massu can have him after that. Besides, it’ll be better for Massu if his boyfriend has a bit of experience.
Moriuchi is unattractive, and not really even worth a sympathy bone. He’s not in the slightest bit queer, and I just can’t imagine him staying around forever. He just doesn’t seem to fit in right.
And then there’s Kusano. Now I know he has a major thing for me. Ryo told me. Well, actually Ryo came up and almost yelled at me after apparently having to spend a whole thirty minutes listening to Kussa’s “whining and angsting because he’s in love with you, but you’re too much of a whore to notice that, aren’t you?” Yes Ryo honey, I am a whore. So fuck me.
So today I decided to act on it and I went and asked Kusano out to dinner. It’s usually the best way to start, because you can suss out what they’re feeling and act accordingly. You can also get them drunk to the point where they just want to go home and fuck your brains out and not have to worry about remembering it in the morning.
Kussa blushed when I asked him, but said yes. Or rather, stuttered out the word “yes”. Very cute. Actually, I do find him very cute. Also very sexy when he doesn’t realise I’m watching him, because as soon as he sees me looking at him he blushes and gets all shy and flustered. It’ll be interesting to see if anything actually happens after dinner - it’s organised for this Saturday.
Well, I’d better stop now. I tried calling Toma last night, and he’s only just got back to me. He’s coming over soon for a night of movies, reminiscing, and most probably some sex too.
~P~
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MK~
Rating: NC-17
Characters: Yamapi, Tackey, Tsubasa, Toma, NewS, Jimmy Mackey
10/2/04
I’ve just found this old diary. I guess it’s not much of a diary cos I only wrote in it twice, but I’m supposed to be doing homework now and this is a good distraction. It actually feels like I’m doing work too, so I don’t have to feel as guilty about not finishing my real work yet.
Well, the last (and I guess first) two entries I made were about sex, so I guess I may as well stick with the theme. And because I had sex very recently, why don’t I tell you about that?
I woke up this morning in the typical way for me, ie in someone else’s bed. This time it was Tackey’s bed, which is fairly normal for me, as far as normal for me goes. Tackey, incidentally, was the first non-Toma person I had sex with. It was kinda weird how that started. Tsubasa had a bit of a crush on Toma, so those two went out together one night. Tackey, naturally, was upset about being ditched, so he called me and asked me to come over and keep him company. Needless to say, the night ended with sex.
Tsubasa’s hated me since. Not that he particularly like me in the first place, but that just made it worse. It hasn’t stopped the occasional threesome though. Or orgy, when Toma joined in too.
Anyway, so I woke up in Tackey’s bed this morning. Tackey was still asleep. I prefer to wake up before whoever I’m with. For one, it gives me a chance to remember who it was, and two: they’re less likely to regret whatever they did with me if they don’t see me asleep in their bed.
It turned out a noise had woken me up. It turned out that noise had been made by Tsubasa opening the bedroom door. Tsubasa was really, really pissed (as per usual when something like this happens).
Then Tackey woke up (probably because the room had suddenly gotten cold). His face always brightens when he sees Tsubasa - it’s really cute actually. But then Tackey remembered that I was there and his face just fell. Then followed the long and awkward silence. I decided to break it.
I got up and went over to Tsubasa and knelt down before him. He didn’t move or say anything, just kept staring at me. So I undid his fly with my mouth (you’d be amazed at what I can do with my mouth now), and his pants fell to the ground. He wasn’t wearing any undies, but hey! When does he ever wear any underwear when he goes to visit Tackey?
So yeah, I started giving Tsubasa head. I love the feeling on people going hard in my mouth. I used to do it to Toma on days off when I was bored of waiting for him to wake up. The noises he made were orgasmic. The noises Tsubasa was making were pretty special too. Tsubasa didn’t fight me off, just let me suck on him. That was, until Tackey started whimpering. Then he pushed me off and walked over to the bedside cupboard, where he pulled out a whole bunch of BONDAGE EQUIPMENT! I knew they were into it, but I didn’t realise they were that serious. And I can’t believe I’d never seen this stuff before, and it was pretty well used.
He used to gag Tackey, then tie his hands to the bedpost above his head, so he was stuck sitting up. Tackey didn’t struggle at all the whole time Tsubasa was tying him. But then again, how could Tackey ever resist Tsubasa? And he’s not the only one. *cough*Toma*cough*
Once Tackey was stuck, Tsubasa whispered something spiteful-looking into Tackey’s ear. Tackey’s eyes went wide with shock and then he began to struggle and scream. Tsubasa threw the rest of his clothes off and straddled Tackey on all fours, his face right in Tackey’s, and taunted his lover some more.
Then came the unexpected part. Tsubasa threw a tube of lube at me and yelled
”Come fuck me, Yamapi!”
I think Tackey nearly started crying. Tackey’s always the top with Tsubasa (except when he’s drunk and Tsubasa’s sober), but when he’s with other people, Tsubasa’s never the bottom. Toma told me that in all the times he was with Tsubasa, he was never allowed anything but the bottom.
Toma was almost always the top with me. There were a few times when he decided he wanted to take it for a change, but not many. I prefer bottom too. Maybe it’s because I’m lazy, and topping involves all that tiring thrusting action.
So I guess Tackey was upset because he was sure that Tsubasa’s special place belonged solely to him. I would have been happy to leave it like that, but Tsubasa was in charge of the situation, and I had to do what he said.
As soon as I was in Tsubasa, he began screaming my name exaggeratedly, and in Tackey’s face too, just to get at him. It really worked. Tackey whimpered and almost cried the whole time. But before either of us could come, Tsubasa pushed me off, and snarled
“I think your boyfriend needs relief.”
Tackey had, indeed, tented the sheets from the display Tsubasa had put on. Tsubasa ripped the sheets off him and exposed him. He gave as loud a cry as possible whilst gagged and closed his eyes. Yeah right, as if you not being able to see us is going to stop us from being able to see how genki Tackey Jr just got. He was horny as hell and nothing was going to save him.
Tsubasa didn’t need to give me any further instructions. I got into the position he’d just been in, straddling Tackey on all fours, and lined myself up so Tsubasa could fuck my arse, and Tackey my mouth. It’s a position I’ve been in plenty of times before, and not just with these two. Tsubasa pushed just the tip of his dick in my arse, so he could align himself just right. He usually does that when he wants to ram me hard. Which is usually. He really doesn’t like me, because he knows I like Tackey. And he hates me more because he knows Tackey likes me too. Not necessarily in an affectionate way, but more in an I-want-to-fuck-the-boy’s-brains-out sort of way. And I let Tackey have his way with me.
Tsubasa rammed me sore hard it felt even then like I was going to bruise. In ramming me, he also forced me forward onto Tackey, so they were both balls-deep inside me. And even though I’ve got probably the best-trained gag-reflex in the Jimusyo, I had to try really hard not to gag.
Then Tsubasa pulled almost all the way out and rammed me again. I think my eyes were watering, but I was also really getting off on it. Did I mention I’m a sucker for punishment? And knowing there were two guys getting off on fucking me is always an added turn-on.
Tsubasa continued the vicious buggery until they both came inside me, at the same time. Once you get used to the taste of cum (disgusting), being filled with it actually becomes a wonderful feeling. All warm and gooey. Like being a soft-centred chocolate that’s been sitting in the sun. Admittedly it would be a pretty foul-tasting chocolate, but...I think I’m carrying the metaphor too far here. Yeah.
Tsubasa pulled out of me and pulled me off Tackey. Another thing I should probably mention is that Tsubasa is probably the biggest boy in the agency. Biggest as in well endowed in the groin department.
The number of times Toma came to work walking funny and I correctly guessed he’d been with Tsubasa is actually pretty comical. Although guessing was always made easier in that nine times out of ten I’d have gotten a call from Tackey the night before inviting me over. And it’s very rude to refuse your sempai.
Yeah, so Tsubasa threw my clothes at me and told me to stop fucking his boyfriend and leave. I dressed in everything but my undies - I contemplated leaving them to piss Tsubasa off, but then he threw them at my head so I couldn’t. I shoved them into my back pocket and replied
“I’ll stop fucking your boyfriend when you stop fucking mine”
before I slammed the door behind me.
I heard muffled screaming from Tackey as I exited through the front door. I kinda feel bad - he would have got it really hard from Tsubasa for the rest of the morning. It’s been about six hours since I left, and I somehow doubt he’s been untied yet.
But I was kinda right about the boyfriend-fucking comment. The only time Tackey will ever sleep with me is when he can’t have Tsubasa, and that’s usually because Tsubasa’s too busy off seducing Toma/his latest Junior crush.
Toma’s not really my boyfriend anymore though. Since NewS formed I’ve been too busy with that to spend enough time together with him. We still do meet up every now and then though, and there’s almost always sex involved, but nowadays I spend most of my evenings with other people.
One of the things I miss most about Toma is waking up in his arms. I used to feel loved. Most of the people I wake up with now - if I even manage to stay in their bed overnight - end up on the other side of the bed by morning. Well, not so much wake up there as fall asleep there, and stay there all night.
It’s seriously the most wonderful feeling in the world waking up being spooning. Not even Tackey spoons me. As for Tsubasa, I doubt he’d touch me with a ten-foot pole. But he’d fuck me with his. Sorry.
My pants were a complete mess by the time I got back home. I’d actually bled a little, for the first time in ages, so there was blood, Tsubasa’s cum, and my own staining my pants. I’d had to jack off in the car, because I hadn’t actually managed to orgasm during the sex this morning. Tsubasa would probably have shot me if I had.
Well, I’d better get back to my work. I might call Toma after I’ve finished and see if he wants to come over, because writing this has really made me miss him.
~P~
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11/2/04
I had a pretty off day at rehearsals today. And from what I’ve heard, so did Tackey, but he should be alright. He’ll be able to get Tsubasa back. Even though I’d never seen the bondage stuff in the drawer before, I knew Tackey was into it. Both Tsubasa and I have gotten rope burns to prove it. It’s always fun turning up to work with matching suspicious ailments. The costumers usually yell at us for making their life difficult.
Anyways, I was a bit sore today. I don’t think Tsubasa actually used lube yesterday, otherwise I probably would have been okay. So I spent most of today just sitting down watching the others dance and occasionally passing comment so it would seem more like I was doing my leader duties than slacking off. And I like just watching my boys dance sometimes - I guess I’m perverse like that. Toma used to find it amusing when he’d wake up in the morning and I’d just be watching him. Then he’d say “If you’re going to look you may as well touch”, and then we’d have sex. Happy morning sex.
Ryo is sexy and he knows it. And he so obviously has the hots for Uchi. I know that they’re best friends and all because they’re constantly working together in both groups, but there’s a difference between friendly and flirting. He constantly glances over at Uchi, and during a break, when he was apparently staring off into space, his eyeline was pointing directly at Uchi’s butt. I bet he wants to shove his cock in there. But there is no chance in hell he’s ever going to admit it off his own bat. He’s too “straight” for that. I should probably tease him about it one day just to get things moving, but not when I’m this sore. I have a fairly clear idea of how the encounter is going to turn out.
Another thing I get off on: screwing with people’s minds. They all know I’m a slut and they shouldn’t really have sex with me, because that would be wrong, and people will laugh at them for sleeping with the whore, but they usually do anyway. I love seducing them because I always win. The look in their faces as I break their resistance is seriously arousing.
It’s kinda odd that Ryo has such a thing for Uchi, because he generally does seem straight, with a massive breast fixation. As in a massive fixation on massive breasts. And when the managers give us porn to keep us amused on tour, he always manages to wrangle himself first choice. So seducing him should be interesting, and hopefully I will be able to hook him up with Hiroki, and they can go and have lots of sex afterwards. Another thing I should mention is that Ryo actually is a sex fiend, and gets really tetchy if he goes too long without. He’s lucky that his supply of fangirls matches his appetite for them - fuckloads.
But I can see why Ryo is interested in Uchi. He’s very pretty, but very thin and really shy. Ryo would probably break him if they were to have sex now - both physically and mentally. That’s something else I’ll have to figure out. At least Uchi seems to have a crush on Ryo too - he blushed when he realised Ryo was checking out his arse.
Koyama Keiichiro. I gave him a pity fuck once. It was because no one seemed to flirt with him, and he didn’t flirt with anyone, and he really looked in need of a good shag. I thought for a while he might have been straight, but then he didn’t refuse sex with me. Basic summary: we shared a bed one night on tour, which is usual. Well, not necessarily with him, but (mandatory) bed sharing is not uncommon within the agency. It’s led to me having sex plenty of times. Best way to keep warm in winter.
So yeah, I was sharing a bed with Kei. I can’t remember exactly, but I think the conversation went something like this:
“Hey Kei...have you ever slept with anyone?”
“*blush* No...have you?”
“Yeah.”
“What’s it like? If you don’t mind me asking?”
“Shall I just show you?”
“*blush*”
Then it was all sex. That kid was seriously depraved. Like, Jimmy Mackey depraved. Oh yeah, I’ve slept with him too. Blame drunken truth-or-dare at four in the morning after one of the countdown concerts. HaseJun dared me to kiss Jimmy Mackey, who was asleep in the next room. I don’t remember very clearly what happened next, but I do remember it ended with me staggering back into the game grinning triumphantly, naked, cum dripping out of my arse, and Jimmy sound asleep in the next room again.
While Kei has never spoken about what we did since, he seems to be a bit better for it. He doesn’t avoid me or anything, and I think he’s purposely not avoiding Shige.
That one’s a little hottie, and he doesn’t even seem to realise it. I’d probably go him, but I don’t want to compete with Kei if that’s the case. And Shige is easily distracted. Give him a something to go off on a tangent about, and he’ll ramble for hours. You should also keep him away from shiny things.
Tegoshi Yuya is another little hottie, and he’s just got this adorably cute sparkle to him. Maybe he’s a little bit too cute though - there has to be something less innocent behind that grin. I think he has a bit of a crush on me too, so maybe I’ll indulge him one day to find out. *puts Tegoshi on to-do list* Yeah...my intention actually is to try and sleep with as much of the jimusyo I can. A weird goal, but with my track record, I may as well try for more. And it’s not like I don’t enjoy it.
Next there’s Massu. He’s cute, but completely uninterested in me. He’s only got eyes for Tegoshi. I know that I’m going to leave Shige alone so Kei can have him, but there’s no way in hell I’m going to let Massu have Tegoshi before I get a chance to play with him first. Massu can have him after that. Besides, it’ll be better for Massu if his boyfriend has a bit of experience.
Moriuchi is unattractive, and not really even worth a sympathy bone. He’s not in the slightest bit queer, and I just can’t imagine him staying around forever. He just doesn’t seem to fit in right.
And then there’s Kusano. Now I know he has a major thing for me. Ryo told me. Well, actually Ryo came up and almost yelled at me after apparently having to spend a whole thirty minutes listening to Kussa’s “whining and angsting because he’s in love with you, but you’re too much of a whore to notice that, aren’t you?” Yes Ryo honey, I am a whore. So fuck me.
So today I decided to act on it and I went and asked Kusano out to dinner. It’s usually the best way to start, because you can suss out what they’re feeling and act accordingly. You can also get them drunk to the point where they just want to go home and fuck your brains out and not have to worry about remembering it in the morning.
Kussa blushed when I asked him, but said yes. Or rather, stuttered out the word “yes”. Very cute. Actually, I do find him very cute. Also very sexy when he doesn’t realise I’m watching him, because as soon as he sees me looking at him he blushes and gets all shy and flustered. It’ll be interesting to see if anything actually happens after dinner - it’s organised for this Saturday.
Well, I’d better stop now. I tried calling Toma last night, and he’s only just got back to me. He’s coming over soon for a night of movies, reminiscing, and most probably some sex too.
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MK~