Apr 13, 2015 15:36
I find most people will general think one of two things about me.
1. I’m some super sweet girl
2. I’m a big meanie
Confusing right? I think I’m a little bit of both. In other words I’m not perfect. I don’t like being called perfect. I don’t even like it when my husband calls me perfect. This is not me trying to put myself down, this is me realizing I have flaws, many of which Im still coping with to change.
The people who know me as too nice, heres a few problems.
I wear my heart out in the open and am easily affected by what others think of me to a point. Losing a friend or someone I think of as a friend is very hard for me. I hate the paranoia of someone being upset with me most of the time. I’m also easily gullible.
The people who know me as a meanie, heres a few problems I’m working on.
I’m stubborn, I’ll admit it. If you back me into a corner I will attack. My triggers are feeling like I’m being talked down to. I don’t like drama and this can sometimes be bad because I rather walk away then stick around to figure it out.
Basically I’m a complex person like any other person. I’m generally open for most friendships. I only act clingy to those I’m really close with so please don’t be offended if I’m weirded out by you trying to get so close to me so suddenly, just back off a little.
Also don’t ask me if I hate you. I dislike that question. There are probably only 3 people I can honestly say I hate and they know it. So if I’m not completely giving you the cold shoulder and going out of my way to not talk to you then I don’t hate you, maybe I’m just a little peeved.