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[demonfire]

--I'm gonna stay away from people for awhile. I think it's the best choice in my life right now. I need to resolve some stuff I'm going through right now, that no one else seems to really care about. I feel like I also need to think about who my friends are and aren't. A lot of things have come up in the past few days and have been coming up in the past few years that have caused me a lot of anxiety and pain. I wouldn't have known it if you had asked me when I first moved here, but this is the place I'm going to be the loneliest and it's the place I have been the loneliest, and no one seems to be helping. I feel like I don't have any one I can confide in. It's no offense to anyone, it's just that everyone seems connected to everyone who's ready to talk about stuff I don't want them to talk about. I know they'd try, but feelings tend to be stronger than knowing otherwise. So I hope you'll all respect my feelings right now and not get hurt or offended if you say hi and I duck into another hallway or something. I just want to be left alone right now, and that's all there is to it. Because of the previous mentioned reasons, if you ask me what's wrong, I'll tell you nothing, just because that's the way I feel about it.

-I'll see you guys when I'm better and I'll continue to update.