Why
--Why do so many people pretend to care about me when the majority doesn't? Why is it that most of the people I would like to call my friends ignore me most of the time? Why do I feel like just going away and sitting in the corner half of the time instead of following other people around? Why can't I live my life the way I used to and not care about anyone? Why do I miss being in love? Even if I never was in love. Why does it seem like the whole world is against me? Why am I so sad when there's nothing immediate threatening my well being? Why do I feel so unattractive and unwanted? Why am I pretending to be happy around people when I know I'm not really happy? Why am I writing this shit to the public who doesn't give a fuck?