To hell with it.
I can't deal with this shit anymore. I can't do it.
Fuck it. I can't deal with her, I can't deal with him. I can't deal with people who one minute are like "We love you" and then proceed to pretty much forget about me. I'm sick of being afraid to speak, afraid to call someone because I'm afraid of intruding in their already busy lives.
I can't do this anymore. With school, work, my grandmother, moving, and just plain messing up life in general....it can't be done.
I can't even think of something to say to close this up. I just...can't...do...this. I'm stuck in a place I hate. There's nothing but bad memories here - even the good ones make me sad because that's how life was, and never will be again.
What's the point anymore? Really. What is it? I'll be damned if I know anymore.
Fuck it. I can't deal with her, I can't deal with him. I can't deal with people who one minute are like "We love you" and then proceed to pretty much forget about me. I'm sick of being afraid to speak, afraid to call someone because I'm afraid of intruding in their already busy lives.
I can't do this anymore. With school, work, my grandmother, moving, and just plain messing up life in general....it can't be done.
I can't even think of something to say to close this up. I just...can't...do...this. I'm stuck in a place I hate. There's nothing but bad memories here - even the good ones make me sad because that's how life was, and never will be again.
What's the point anymore? Really. What is it? I'll be damned if I know anymore.