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I've been thinking way too much about the past. Or I try and meticulously plan for the future. I need to learn to take everything one day at a time. I need to learn patience. I look around, and there isn't much. It's nothing glamorous. It's nothing fancy. It's enough. What I have here I wouldn't trade for anything in the world. I have my laptop, gaming systems, and food. It makes the passing hours go by faster. Sometimes it's agony waiting hours for my fiance to come home, but that look in his eyes when he comes through the door and sees me? Takes my breath away every time. He holds me, dips me, and kisses me. Makes the hours feel like seconds.
I'm worried I'm going to wake up one day and all of this never happened, like I was in a coma or something. Some kind of sick joke at my expense.
Anywho... I ordered my wedding dress and it's finally here. We're planning the wedding for Halloween. Haven't ironed out the details yet, but I'm going to be doing everything during the summer while Ryan's away. I can't wait for Watchmen to come out. So going to see it in IMAX. Other than that, I'm looking forward to HBP. I will be going at midnight, and I'm going to make a Tonks costume. Haven't decided if I'm going to dye my hair or get a wig.
Might show up at Nekocon this year; Ryan's never been to a convention. I'm dragging him to DragonCon and the Labyrinth of Jareth Masquerade one of these years, so I figure a local con would be good to start him out with. Not as batshit insane.
When I get my tax refund, I'm getting my first tattoo. I'm getting a Celtic trinity knot done above my ankle on my left leg. I'll post pictures when I get it. I'm also going to get my name, Ryan's name, and the names of our kids in binary on me somewhere once we actually procreate.
I'm going to make a light lunch and play some video games.
I'm worried I'm going to wake up one day and all of this never happened, like I was in a coma or something. Some kind of sick joke at my expense.
Anywho... I ordered my wedding dress and it's finally here. We're planning the wedding for Halloween. Haven't ironed out the details yet, but I'm going to be doing everything during the summer while Ryan's away. I can't wait for Watchmen to come out. So going to see it in IMAX. Other than that, I'm looking forward to HBP. I will be going at midnight, and I'm going to make a Tonks costume. Haven't decided if I'm going to dye my hair or get a wig.
Might show up at Nekocon this year; Ryan's never been to a convention. I'm dragging him to DragonCon and the Labyrinth of Jareth Masquerade one of these years, so I figure a local con would be good to start him out with. Not as batshit insane.
When I get my tax refund, I'm getting my first tattoo. I'm getting a Celtic trinity knot done above my ankle on my left leg. I'll post pictures when I get it. I'm also going to get my name, Ryan's name, and the names of our kids in binary on me somewhere once we actually procreate.
I'm going to make a light lunch and play some video games.