Further babbling
This is a quickie. It's nearly four in the morning, so I will be brief.
New jewelery today, for both the Monroe and the Madison. I thought I was fully prepared to remove the Madison; I was wrong. I love it and will do anything to save it. Hence why I purchased a shorter curved barbell with smaller beads. Less likely to catch on things, and therefore cause it to further reject. Actually, I like the smaller jewerlery better; it suits. The Monroe's jewelery is just shorter, so that it doesn't stick out of my face anymore.
So anyway, meet and greet was entertaining, as it always is. I went over to Rob's for short while after leaving Amy's place- I needed to sober up, just a little. What I ended up doing was singing Pet Shop Boys songs to him.
"Talk to me when you are ready to have this conversation"
I know all too well what that means. All too well. And he is completely correct in his assesment that I am not ready to have that conversation. That he holds back saves us from useless awkwardness. We may both know exactly what is going on, or think we do anyway, but verbalizing things always brings forth unneeded complications. It's that whole giving things a name and a form thing. It's too early for that. At least for me.
If I was in my right mind, which I'm really not, I'd keep my mouth shut and let it drop until a suitable time. However, I'm NOT in my right mind so instead I beg patience. I've too many things to turn over in my head at the moment, although I admit to considering things. Which is far more then I would have been willing to do a few weeks ago, for more reasons then I care to name.
And on that subject I shall say nothing more, until that more suitable time arrives.
New jewelery today, for both the Monroe and the Madison. I thought I was fully prepared to remove the Madison; I was wrong. I love it and will do anything to save it. Hence why I purchased a shorter curved barbell with smaller beads. Less likely to catch on things, and therefore cause it to further reject. Actually, I like the smaller jewerlery better; it suits. The Monroe's jewelery is just shorter, so that it doesn't stick out of my face anymore.
So anyway, meet and greet was entertaining, as it always is. I went over to Rob's for short while after leaving Amy's place- I needed to sober up, just a little. What I ended up doing was singing Pet Shop Boys songs to him.
"Talk to me when you are ready to have this conversation"
I know all too well what that means. All too well. And he is completely correct in his assesment that I am not ready to have that conversation. That he holds back saves us from useless awkwardness. We may both know exactly what is going on, or think we do anyway, but verbalizing things always brings forth unneeded complications. It's that whole giving things a name and a form thing. It's too early for that. At least for me.
If I was in my right mind, which I'm really not, I'd keep my mouth shut and let it drop until a suitable time. However, I'm NOT in my right mind so instead I beg patience. I've too many things to turn over in my head at the moment, although I admit to considering things. Which is far more then I would have been willing to do a few weeks ago, for more reasons then I care to name.
And on that subject I shall say nothing more, until that more suitable time arrives.