[drama/romance/comedy] When I Told You...
Title: When I Told You…his love torn heart 4/??
Author: demonenvy
Pairing: KangSung, YehWon
Warning: PG-13 (Angst and bad Teukkie humor)
Summary: Yesung has a little talk with Young Woon and later on with Siwon as well.
Previous Chapters: (Chapter 1.)( Chapter 2. )( Chapter 3? )
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“Young Woon, I wanna know why you did it?” Yesung asked as he was cleaning his boyfriend’s wounds.
“Why else would I do it? I saw him kissing you,” he grunted, hissing as the alcohol coated cotton ball touched the wound on his head.
Yesung bit his lip, glad that the other couldn’t see his face at that moment. It really wasn’t Siwon’s fault it was his. He kissed Siwon. The smaller man lowered his voice, “But you didn’t have to beat him up because of it.”
“Hmph, if you were in my position you probably would have done the same thing.”
“That’s a lie.”
“Oh, really?” Young Woon turned to look up at him but Yesung roughly turned him away, commanding him to stay still. The reaction only made the larger man laugh. “I bet you would have done the same thing.”
“Remember I’m scrawny. I wouldn’t have done something like that I would have gotten my butt kicked…anyways you’re bigger than I am so…” he trailed off thinking of Siwon, wondering if he was okay but at the same time feeling a bit angry at him.
“Yeah, you probably would have…especially against that kid. He wasn’t too bad. He can fight…” Young Woon complimented his rival, touching his cheek feeling the sore flesh.
The couple fell silent. Yesung continued cleaning the others wounds as well (the tiny scratches which was a bit unnecessary but Yesung’s mind was somewhere else).
“Hey…” came his lover’s voice.
“Hm,” he hummed in response, looking into his kind eyes.
“I love you. You know that right?”
A weak smile, “Yeah, I love you too.”
Young Woon grabbed Yesung’s hand kissing the back of it. “I’d do anything for you.”
Another weak, fake smile. Young Woon turned around, staring up from his place on the floor into Yesung’s eyes. Slowly he rose onto his knees to meet Yesung’s soft lips. At first Yesung didn’t move then he gradually eased his way into the kiss reciprocating the other’s softness as a hand was trying to weasel its way into Yesung’s shirt when he stopped it.
“I can’t,” he whispered, “I have work later.” His eyes left his boyfriend’s. At first Young Woon was a bit confused by the other’s reaction but when he saw the look in his averted gaze that he shouldn’t try pushing him. He backed off and touched his hand; Yesung still didn’t look at him. He frowned slightly but brushed it off as he leaned forward and kissed the younger man’s forehead.
“I love you,” he whispered before leaving Yesung’s side.
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That night Siwon walked in on time as usual but found that Yesung was there as well, surprisingly. He was going to attempt to talk to his friend but was suddenly bombarded with questions about what had happened to his face, mainly from his boss, Leeteuk. Leeteuk was very insistent on knowing just what happened to his dongsaeng as he followed him around the restaurant never leaving the other alone for more than two seconds.
“Hyung I’m fine really. Please just-”
“You got in a fight with that other guy didn’t you?” Leeteuk stared at him worriedly.
Siwon blinked, wondering just how it was that this man knew every little thing about him and how they’d suddenly become the only two in the room.
The other smirked and crossed his arms over his chest. “Man that must have been something…” he mused as he shook his head. “That’s why Yesung hasn’t come up to talk to you yet huh?”
The tall boy’s eyes shifted from his boss to the floor in shame. Leeteuk smiled, “You know I can tell that you really love him and that he doesn’t even realize that he’s got something good right under his nose.” When there was no response from his dongsaeng he changed the conversation slightly. “So what are you going to do about this?”
Siwon bit his lip, contemplating what he should do and how to do it. Apparently his ‘contemplating’ was taking too long for Leeteuk that the other grabbed him and started pulling him towards the back door.
“You’re going to talk to him, make things all better, make out with him, and when you’re doing him thank me for what I’m doing now.” Leeteuk stopped, glancing over his shoulder at his employee’s face. His cheeks were a dark red and his eyes were wide causing him to laugh. “I was just kidding about that part, but you should at least thank me at some point okay~” he teased, pinching the taller boy’s cheek affectionately, earning a nod in return. At that he opened the back entrance shoving the other outside.
Once outside Siwon actually noticed why the restaurant had seemed so quiet was that practically everyone who was working was outside, including Yesung. The huddled group had noticed Siwon’s entrance almost immediately dispersing leaving his puffy eyed hyung behind, who turned away as soon as he’d noticed the other.
“Yesung?”
“What do you want?” he asked coldly, wiping his face on the back of his sleeve.
“Hyung please don’t be mad with me. I-”
“How can I not be?!” Yesung snapped, glaring at the other. “You kissed me and on top of that you fought with my boyfriend!”
“WHAT?!” Siwon bellowed, “If I recall correctly you were the one who kissed me.”
Yesung’s face flushed, “No I didn’t!”
“Yes you did, Jong Woon.”
The other’s brows furrowed in anger, “You have no right to call me by my name!”
“I have every right because I love you Yesung”
“Liar…” he whispered, turning away. “If you loved me you wouldn’t have hurt me.” He felt his dongsaeng’s hand on his he wanted to tear his own away but instead just glared at him with tears in his eyes.
“Yesung, you felt something didn’t you?”
“…” His eyes left Siwon’s intense ones feeling the heavy droplets slip down his cheeks.
“You did, didn’t you?” Siwon lifted Yesung’s chin so he could look at him but Yesung was determined to keep his gaze from the taller boy. He enveloped the other in his arms. “Yesung…I never meant to hurt you. You’re the most important person in the world to me. I love you.”
“…liar,” his voice shaking with tears as they fell. Trying his best to muster up the courage to push the other away, but all his strength had left him. The warmth of those arms was like nothing else. It felt so different than when Young Woon held him. “Young Woon,” he whispered “…Siwon, I…love Young Woon.”
Siwon didn’t want to hear it or believe that he was in love with someone else. Not Yesung, he wanted Yesung to be his and no one else’s. He held onto the smaller man, neither of them moving and neither of them wanting to part. The taller boy bit his lip, “Yesung?”
Nothing. “Yesung…can I kiss you this time?”
That was when Yesung had finally found it in himself to get away from his friend. “No, I-I can’t…” he gazed up at the other, tears staining his porcelain cheeks, “No.”
“That’s what I thought,” he whispered, a fake half smile gracing his face.
The older boy felt his heart truly break for the first time in his life. Was he making a mistake? No, he loved Young Woon not his best friend, his only true friend. “Siwon,” he murmured under his breath as he watched him turn away. Again he called the other’s name then once more louder than before.
The younger boy turned and Yesung ran towards him, into his arms, crying his heart out. “Please don’t leave me Siwon,” he pleaded. “Please don’t leave…I can’t-I need you.” His small hands clenched the front of his friend’s shirt.
It broke Siwon’s heart to see and hear his love cry. His arms raveled around the other as one of his hands stroked his head, cooing him to soft whimpers. “I’m not going anywhere. I’ll always be here for you,” he kissed the top of his head.
Eventually the smaller boy calmed down and thanked him and all Siwon could think to say was: “I’m sorry.”
-to be continued
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God! It’s so angsty!!! >.<
It tears up my heart to do that ;-;
But the next chapter will be up soon and it’ll be a nice turn of events
For Siwon at least…
So comment, comment, comment!!!
*cheers excitedly* x3
NOTE: Oh! and just so you know Reso my love~
I'm currently working vigorously on up coming chapters of this fic so
I should hopefully have the 9th one up soon
I'll let you know of course ^^