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I can't sleep. i have too much going around in my head. It's almost 1am and I can't obsessing over the stupidest things. Things I can't change. Things that have never happened but for some reason I think about if they had...i don't know. Then I start obsessing about not having turned in my paperwork yet - but it's not even due yet. I wish i had taken two of my pills but i didn't. If i take another one now it will be a challenge to wake up. Not just because i don't want to go to work, like, ever, but because the drugs won't have gone through me yet. I'm at a loss. Things have been really good lately in a lot of ways, some not so good, but i've not been focusing on them as much - or trying not to. I'm so fucked up.