i wrote this not too long about about my depression

[demonakitty]

It is standing over the abyss on
a diving board, leaning over and
staring into the bottomless darkness,
knowing that someone may come along
and tip you off, and having a small part
of you rejoice in the thought
because it would mean that at least
something happened, while the rest
of your conciousness stares into
the nothingness with the
blank stare of the dead