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Jun 04, 2007 22:34

so. i'm on probation at work. apparently i'm not doing well enough. what can i do?
my choices were, as presented to me by the new boss, to a) be on probation for a month - which includes making up a schedule of my tasks for the next day and then giving her an updated schedule at the end of said day - OR I can't resign. that is how it was presented. I'm still not sure which one she would've preferred. I already know which one I prefer but I can't up and quit just yet. i'm going to wait until i get back from vegas before making any type of decision. we'll see. She was entirely unprofessional in that meeting, as well as being relatively unprofessional in other areas, seems to have no concept of compassion for other (which is a BIG BAD NONO in Human Services) andis running on high-strung power trips. It's driving me nuts and i can't wait to leave for Vegas. It was a well planned trip evidently. I finally told my dad about it today, i ended up crying in my car in the parking lot. he understands and feels bad. he agrees that going back to school at this point may be what i really need to do. I just need to make sure that i can make it work financially before jumping into it all. ::crosses fingers:: here's hoping it works out. Nick really was very supportive last week with the whole thing and it meant a lot to me.

other things in my life are pretty ok. not that there aren't stressors here and there, but nothing unusual and for the most part those things have taken a back seat to the things in the forefront....i have a doc appt tomorrow for a med check and hopefully getting me back on BC (btw - she scolded me for my timing in having a doctor's appt!).

anyway, i need to stop before i start crying again. I'm so pissed and wrecked about it right now. I probably won't want to talk about it much. There are a lot of details that have really pissed me off about the whole thing. It's pretty ridiculous.

well, the good things are that i cleaned most of the bathroom. i still have more to do but i have to get motivated and undistracted to do it. Nick cleaned up the family room. hopefully soon SW will be able to do the kitchen (we split the chores) and maybe Mitch can do the mowing. :-P

and people love me.

life sucks, but it could be worse.
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