Jun 02, 2009 05:01
Depressed people sound so melodramatic when they talk about isolation, guilt, selfishness and suicide. It is such a selfish and self absorbed state that we do not realize at the time, we are saying and thinking things that have been said and repeated a million times over.
I have been missing classes lately because the medication I am on is no longer working & I am becoming introverted & seeking isolation.
If I get kicked out my course then the list of things keeping me here becomes significantly shorter. Especially since Drew isn't on it anymore.
I'll find that out tomorrow.
I want my Jim Beam...
I have to go back to Drew's to get it...
Everyone was so beautiful this weekend. I wanted to make them all mine. It was a shallow thing though. It made me bite too hard... I don't normally bite so hard.