Drama Llama
Relationship dating drama.
I'm very glad that I haven't had my good share of it. Very glad indeed. And when that one time I did have the drama, I hated it to no tomorrow. Now things are back to normal. Life still sucks. College in general is very difficult. Dealing with harrassment from my teacher that I don't even have class with anymore is not something I want to deal with right now. Hell the Student Affairs woman probably wants me to either drop it or check in with me. I have no idea. I just want it taken care of one way or another. As long as they do SOMETHING instead of collect money. Whatever the hell they do. I wouldn't know.
I have way too much going on right now for me to deal with any more SHIT. No less other people's drama. No offense, I don't mind when my friends ask me for advice or TALK to me about things. But I don't like feeling like a load of information and problems are just being dumped on me all of a sudden when I'm already feeling like shit. Sometimes that's how it goes, but that doesn't mean I have to like it. Sure I'll stick my two cents in, but what will it do? In the end, it's their problem and it'll come down to what they decide. Personally, I say fuck relationships. I can't deal with analyzing people down to the bone and then having them correct and contridict me when it's plain as the nose on their face. You can't change people. It's up to them to change. More often than not, someone will say they'll change, really commit, and then revert back to normal. We are who we are and that isn't going to change, we're too developed.
That's just my opinion.n I like to keep my distance from a lot of the people I know, even myself. I don't even remember the entry I wrote before. It's kind of disturbing.
Anyway. I have a lot on my plate, and I'm not sure I can eat it all. Sometimes I wish I could just throw it in the trash. But it's not that easy. Never is.
I'm very glad that I haven't had my good share of it. Very glad indeed. And when that one time I did have the drama, I hated it to no tomorrow. Now things are back to normal. Life still sucks. College in general is very difficult. Dealing with harrassment from my teacher that I don't even have class with anymore is not something I want to deal with right now. Hell the Student Affairs woman probably wants me to either drop it or check in with me. I have no idea. I just want it taken care of one way or another. As long as they do SOMETHING instead of collect money. Whatever the hell they do. I wouldn't know.
I have way too much going on right now for me to deal with any more SHIT. No less other people's drama. No offense, I don't mind when my friends ask me for advice or TALK to me about things. But I don't like feeling like a load of information and problems are just being dumped on me all of a sudden when I'm already feeling like shit. Sometimes that's how it goes, but that doesn't mean I have to like it. Sure I'll stick my two cents in, but what will it do? In the end, it's their problem and it'll come down to what they decide. Personally, I say fuck relationships. I can't deal with analyzing people down to the bone and then having them correct and contridict me when it's plain as the nose on their face. You can't change people. It's up to them to change. More often than not, someone will say they'll change, really commit, and then revert back to normal. We are who we are and that isn't going to change, we're too developed.
That's just my opinion.n I like to keep my distance from a lot of the people I know, even myself. I don't even remember the entry I wrote before. It's kind of disturbing.
Anyway. I have a lot on my plate, and I'm not sure I can eat it all. Sometimes I wish I could just throw it in the trash. But it's not that easy. Never is.