Uhm...hello.
Well, things have been going pretty well in my little side of the world.
I have a great girl, went to one job interview on Friday and have another one on Monday, and I have a way to get back into school. So, things are looking up.
Last night I was kind of daydreaming and zoning out. I am not very confident in my choice of majors. I mean, yes, that is what school is for, and I know what I want to do. Major in English: editing/publishing. Ok. I just...have no confidence in it. I almost want to do something else. Something physical. I was toying with the idea of joining the Army. Totally hypocritical to what I personally believe in. But, the Army can be physical. I could do a lot within the Army. But the hierarchy system and all the command stuff really isn't my thing.
Perhaps I could be a firefighter. I just...want to do something physical.
I hate retail. I hate it. I cannot stand people. I am not a customer service person. I am not patient. I like being outside and using my hands. I like physical work. I like being alone. I don't like bureaucracy. I don't like micromanaging and systems of stupid by the book rules that always must be followed because some high up manager or the president of the company thought it would be a good idea. I just think working in retail and/or office work would just bore me and make me really unhappy. I really don't know what I want to do with myself anymore.
Yeah yeah, I should suck it up and just take a job when I can right now.
I just don't know what my future will hold.
We finally got a dishwasher, haha. Wooooot. Uhm, well. That's all for now.
I have a great girl, went to one job interview on Friday and have another one on Monday, and I have a way to get back into school. So, things are looking up.
Last night I was kind of daydreaming and zoning out. I am not very confident in my choice of majors. I mean, yes, that is what school is for, and I know what I want to do. Major in English: editing/publishing. Ok. I just...have no confidence in it. I almost want to do something else. Something physical. I was toying with the idea of joining the Army. Totally hypocritical to what I personally believe in. But, the Army can be physical. I could do a lot within the Army. But the hierarchy system and all the command stuff really isn't my thing.
Perhaps I could be a firefighter. I just...want to do something physical.
I hate retail. I hate it. I cannot stand people. I am not a customer service person. I am not patient. I like being outside and using my hands. I like physical work. I like being alone. I don't like bureaucracy. I don't like micromanaging and systems of stupid by the book rules that always must be followed because some high up manager or the president of the company thought it would be a good idea. I just think working in retail and/or office work would just bore me and make me really unhappy. I really don't know what I want to do with myself anymore.
Yeah yeah, I should suck it up and just take a job when I can right now.
I just don't know what my future will hold.
We finally got a dishwasher, haha. Wooooot. Uhm, well. That's all for now.