Jul 19, 2009 20:29
Fuck it all, man.
I need to revamp my training. Fuck my shoulder ( I fucked it up again, yay). I am going to do a walk around Shelley every morning. Which means I'll wake up around 8 and do it. Fuck it, I don't care. I am angry. I will do it.
Fuck school. I am going to do some research on loans, fuck up the FAFSA people (cause they suck) and figure this shit out. I am doing it, man, fuck my parents.
Fuck this economy. I will find a job. I will get a car. Yes yes and yes.
Fuck dating. I am not doing it anymore. Haha. Yeah, I am done. Oh well, the ladies aren't sighing in disappointment.
And fuck exes. Goddamn, do they suck. Why can't I get over Linda? Little things STILL bother me. It's been a YEAR. I mean, what the fuck do I need to do?
Fuck writing. I will own you. If it really is 90% work and 10% talent, then dammit, I will sit my ass down and do some writing. I will write some motherfucking essays. I will write some editorials. I will write poems and fucked up little short stories.
And I don't care that I've said fuck over 15 times. I don't give a damn. Take it or leave it. I am venting and I don't care what anyone else thinks.
OK, I am done now.