Mar 19, 2007 22:07
It makes sense that I'd have a great weekend then a craptastic Monday.
Maybe I am bringing this upon myself, but, you know...I just can't help but see it any other way. I am trying to be optimistic, though. I really am.
Hey, you know what? I was too negative for you. But you know what else? You were completely deluded and unrealistic. I am glad you ended it when you did. Because, we sure as hell did not have a friendship. I don't even know what you'd call that...but it was not good. One can only take so many negative and disheartening comments. Then again, you never did have anything nice to say about me.
You were just too caught up in yourself to see anything else. You are so hypocritical and a liar. I hate you. I honestly fucking hate you. Every single day I realize more and more what you've done to me. I keep rehashing it to people and I realize how disgusting you were and how stupid and gullible I was. I was an open book to you. You were in a way a first everything for me. You know what you did? You hurt me and tore my naive self as much as you could. I don't think anyone else will fuck me up as much as you have.