Feb 17, 2006 19:30
I don't know anymore.
I think I am doing things right, but they only upset people.
I think I am in the right state of mind, but I end up offending the people that mean something to me.
I think I know a situation, only to find out that I am completely clueless.
I say one thing and mean another. I do one thing when I mean to do something completely different.
I hate this. I want honesty, but I seem to go in circles trying to find the answers.
I am confused by things that should be clear and simple.
I don't understand why people do certain things when I should. Buh, if only I could isolate myself. I don't understand what I am doing or what I am going through right now.
Seems like I am doing everything wrong. It feels like it. I want clarity, but all I get is more confusion.
Please do my previous post. I will keep the anonymous posting and IP logging off until Sunday or so. I want as much honesty as possible, even if it hurts me, haha.
buh?,
me