A night not necessarily alone
As I lay here not satisfied on the amount of pain I have received, I wonder how to attain more. I then remember one way it always works.
I lay here I ask you a question you can’t hear.
I look up at the ceiling wondering thoughts you will never see.
I close my eyes and see your face,
Your smile,
Your joy,
But it is all engulf in my darkness.
My shadows consume me.
The demons summon me.
I want pain,
I need pain.
I say that once the sun rises they will be put at rest,
But that’s never the case.
There is always one that stays behind and becomes part of me.
I don’t know why this is happening.
I don’t understand why I feel this way.
All I know is this pain is intriguing.
I’ve found the pain that will satisfy their desire. The sacrifice will be made. I can start feeling it, its taste is powerful. I remember its smell, they recognize what it is and are waiting to devour. So now is your turn to play your role
I lay here I ask you a question you can’t hear.
I look up at the ceiling wondering thoughts you will never see.
I close my eyes and see your face,
Your smile,
Your joy,
But it is all engulf in my darkness.
My shadows consume me.
The demons summon me.
I want pain,
I need pain.
I say that once the sun rises they will be put at rest,
But that’s never the case.
There is always one that stays behind and becomes part of me.
I don’t know why this is happening.
I don’t understand why I feel this way.
All I know is this pain is intriguing.
I’ve found the pain that will satisfy their desire. The sacrifice will be made. I can start feeling it, its taste is powerful. I remember its smell, they recognize what it is and are waiting to devour. So now is your turn to play your role