I am
a cyclical depressant. I always slip into an all time low at the end of the school year, thinking that nothing was worth it, and none of my friends are going to contact me during break to go out and have some fun, and the fact that they're planning on having outings with wording that makes it seem like I'll be on the sidelines doesn't really help. *sigh* might as well try to find work to get my mind off things.