Mar 08, 2011 14:09
[Sam's not going back to his room. There is no way in hell that he is going back to..to...he's not even sure where (or what) the hell his room even is right now.]
[He does know that he needs to find Dean. Or Cas. Preferably Dean. Before that....that thing finds him.]
"Do you really think you can stop me?"
[Shadows keep flickering in his peripheral vision and Sam knows he probably looks like a spazz right now. He's already shot twice at things that weren't really there and has had to force his gun down so he won't accidentally kill someone.]
[Something flits past again and Sam raises his gun without thinking.]
"Careful, Sammy. You wouldn't want to accidentally kill someone with that, would you? Not like it would be the first time someone died because of you."
[He doesn't want to give the thing, the other him, the satisfaction of knowing it had rattled him. He wishes Dean were here.]
"Dean, Dean, Dean. I swear. You're like a broken record." [Smile] "I can make that little problem go away. Just like all the others."
[His mom, Jess, Dad, Dean, Bobby, Cas. All his fault. He'd killed all of them just by proxy of wanting to live if not directly. Maybe they'd all be better off if he'd never existed...]
"Maybe your life would have been better if none of them had."
[Sam lifts his gun again and shoots the fucker.]
i have no idea what the hell i'm doing,
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