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I've found myself thinking on alot of things lately, life, friends, the future, the past, the present, a whole slew of things..
Firstly, it seems the latest trend is to get yer head so far up your man's/woman's ass that you completely forget about your friends and family. Do they realize this? I wanna say probably not.. but you'd think that it'd be obvious when they sit and think about it.. They seem to only realize this when they've been left high and dry, then come crawling back expecting things to go back the way they used to be.. but you've grown a little wiser and dont let your defenses down so easily.. and just stop caring. They also like to only come around when, i think, their conscience catches up with them and they finally realize "hmm.. i've been neglecting my friends and family.. i bet they're pissed...... i better hang out with 'em for a little while to shut 'em up". But when they do this, it just comes off as forced, like they really dont wanna be there. So it's like "Hi.............................. okay i'm bored, see ya". Like they expect you to be their little clown, their entertainment, but it's okay, because their man/woman will be there with open arms.. I guess what i'm getting at is that people are too willing to cut ties with their real and true friends just for the sake of one other person, it's silly.. but i myself have been guilty of cutting ties pretty easily.. but it's not because of anyone but me. I've just got a real low tolerance for stupidity, and when people do that, i say fuck it and let 'em do what they want. They'll live and learn.
Another thing i've noticed is people have a tendency to judge the person their friend is dating.. being all "omg he took her away from me!! THE FUCKER!". When in most cases, he's just dating the woman he loves, but people start this irrational hatred for this person when he did nothing wrong.. I see it all the time, hell, people hate me because i date Satou. Tho no matter how hard i try, i cant see any justifiable reason anyone would hate me for that. It's retarded, and perhaps they need to stand back and take a good look at themselves, unless they're too fucking retarded. Basically, people dont look at the big picture enough, they just act without thinking.
Anyway.. what's been up with me? Not a whole lot.. Just been sleepy as fuck lately.. i think it has to do with not having much of a reason to get on the computer anymore.. I barely draw, Satou's here so i dont need to get on AIM to talk to her, Reirei's out having a life or something. So it's left me with nothing to do with my time but sleep. I've bought a few new games to try to occupy my time with, but they never seem to last very long. I think i'm just getting bored with life in general, and it's made me lethargic and even more lazy than i was before. It's a nasty cycle, because i'm too lazy to change it, heh.. Ah well.. something will happen i'm sure, be it something exciting or my demise.. it'll be SOMETHING darnnit!! XB
Okay, i think that's enough of my.. very nonsensical ramblings, sorry about that, i just.. type what i'm thinking at the moment so it prolly wont make much sense XB
Firstly, it seems the latest trend is to get yer head so far up your man's/woman's ass that you completely forget about your friends and family. Do they realize this? I wanna say probably not.. but you'd think that it'd be obvious when they sit and think about it.. They seem to only realize this when they've been left high and dry, then come crawling back expecting things to go back the way they used to be.. but you've grown a little wiser and dont let your defenses down so easily.. and just stop caring. They also like to only come around when, i think, their conscience catches up with them and they finally realize "hmm.. i've been neglecting my friends and family.. i bet they're pissed...... i better hang out with 'em for a little while to shut 'em up". But when they do this, it just comes off as forced, like they really dont wanna be there. So it's like "Hi.............................. okay i'm bored, see ya". Like they expect you to be their little clown, their entertainment, but it's okay, because their man/woman will be there with open arms.. I guess what i'm getting at is that people are too willing to cut ties with their real and true friends just for the sake of one other person, it's silly.. but i myself have been guilty of cutting ties pretty easily.. but it's not because of anyone but me. I've just got a real low tolerance for stupidity, and when people do that, i say fuck it and let 'em do what they want. They'll live and learn.
Another thing i've noticed is people have a tendency to judge the person their friend is dating.. being all "omg he took her away from me!! THE FUCKER!". When in most cases, he's just dating the woman he loves, but people start this irrational hatred for this person when he did nothing wrong.. I see it all the time, hell, people hate me because i date Satou. Tho no matter how hard i try, i cant see any justifiable reason anyone would hate me for that. It's retarded, and perhaps they need to stand back and take a good look at themselves, unless they're too fucking retarded. Basically, people dont look at the big picture enough, they just act without thinking.
Anyway.. what's been up with me? Not a whole lot.. Just been sleepy as fuck lately.. i think it has to do with not having much of a reason to get on the computer anymore.. I barely draw, Satou's here so i dont need to get on AIM to talk to her, Reirei's out having a life or something. So it's left me with nothing to do with my time but sleep. I've bought a few new games to try to occupy my time with, but they never seem to last very long. I think i'm just getting bored with life in general, and it's made me lethargic and even more lazy than i was before. It's a nasty cycle, because i'm too lazy to change it, heh.. Ah well.. something will happen i'm sure, be it something exciting or my demise.. it'll be SOMETHING darnnit!! XB
Okay, i think that's enough of my.. very nonsensical ramblings, sorry about that, i just.. type what i'm thinking at the moment so it prolly wont make much sense XB