REALLY MAD AND UPSET!!!!

[demon_batista]

Well today turned out to be one of the worst days ever!! Basically it started late at night. My mom and dad found the tickets I bought for Keith Urban and Kenny Chesney that I spent way above face value for. Long story short. They were soo pissed at me. Not only that, but I mean my dad and I had a war. The basic argument was how I don't know the value of money. So the end result was not only that I can't go to any concerts but I have to sale these tickets when I get them which means I won't be able to go to the Keith Urban concert!! Which really fuckin sucks mainly because this was going to be like the highlight of my life almost! I had soo much planned for that day that I had it down to a "T" on how I would meet Keith. I already had it step by step - a full proof plan!! but now what??? went to fuckin waste!! I can't even go!! so basically my summer is totally ruined already!! I'm nothin short of pissed right now, but in a way I can't complain because this is my fault. I should have known better. But I really can't say much, he also said I basically can't do shit on the puter anymore...just because thats how I got these tickets...so I really don't know when I will be back on lj. So to all those that read I'm really sorry, but in a way its good because it would probably be best that no one talk to me right now. I just don't think it would be a good thing seeing the sort of mood I am in. I hardly EVER get this pissed off, but ooh tonight did it!!! it def. ignited a flame!!! ooh also I tryed explainin to my dad that this is what I value in life the most, highly above almost everything else (next to friends and family) but of course he didn't really take that at all. More like "in one ear out the other". I told my mom after the argument why this concert meant so much to me "sorry if this is a dream of mine that I hope to some day inevitably achieve and in the process look out one day down the road into the thousands of people there and realize I am living MY dream"

So until further notice...don't take me off your friends list..I do not know when I will be back on...my situation is really bad right now....I am not in the mood for any social interaction at all (or maybe that may do some good, lol) Oh well, maybe one day down the road....I will meet Keith Urban and maybe my ultimate dream WILL come true. To my friends, take care. Love ya guys all!