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-sigh-
My head hurts. It feels like something is trying to escape out the back of my head.
My throat hurts. Im tired of having acid reflux, im tired of it coming into my throat.
My arms hurt. From my Carpal Tunnel syndrome-ish thing. Wether it is or isnt, I dont know.
My body hurts. Period.
I dont know.
Im so unmotivated to do antyhing as usual. I'm in a slump, and I dont know what to do to get out of it. It's tiring, everyday I hear the same things. Get a job. Get a car. Get a life. Do something. Make something of yourself. I dont know what to do. I know I need to get a job, but I dont want to work some place where i'll hate it, or maybe get sucked into doing forever. Are those just excuses? I dont know, maybe. Theres alot I dont know, and alot I know I wish I didnt.
What would make any of this easier? Anything? Probably not.
I have these times of breakdown, where all of a sudden im just...crazily depressed, and then its gone, or hiding somewhere. So I go back to my normal mood. Average. I'm rarely happy. Something is alwasy bearing down on me.
-sigh-
[edit]This is why I dont post anything in here. 'Cause I know you guys are reading it, you just arent commenting.[/edit]
My head hurts. It feels like something is trying to escape out the back of my head.
My throat hurts. Im tired of having acid reflux, im tired of it coming into my throat.
My arms hurt. From my Carpal Tunnel syndrome-ish thing. Wether it is or isnt, I dont know.
My body hurts. Period.
I dont know.
Im so unmotivated to do antyhing as usual. I'm in a slump, and I dont know what to do to get out of it. It's tiring, everyday I hear the same things. Get a job. Get a car. Get a life. Do something. Make something of yourself. I dont know what to do. I know I need to get a job, but I dont want to work some place where i'll hate it, or maybe get sucked into doing forever. Are those just excuses? I dont know, maybe. Theres alot I dont know, and alot I know I wish I didnt.
What would make any of this easier? Anything? Probably not.
I have these times of breakdown, where all of a sudden im just...crazily depressed, and then its gone, or hiding somewhere. So I go back to my normal mood. Average. I'm rarely happy. Something is alwasy bearing down on me.
-sigh-
[edit]This is why I dont post anything in here. 'Cause I know you guys are reading it, you just arent commenting.[/edit]