Fucking Armidale!

[demon_angel_666]

...So you go to the look out cause you wanna stand up there alone and scream your ever fucking lungs out... and its fucking fulla people and than what... you almost have 3 accidents cause fuck knows where these people get their licences.. 3 close calls and perhaps more like 12 cause I have great reflex... Fuck..

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hmm...

[mechtrooper00]

yeah he gone and she blames all on me. he had been stress out to the point where he started getting high blood pressure bleeding from his nose and ears and it all caused from the way she was doing thing and here friends stealling his accounts emailing him bothering him and so on. they still email me on his other accounts saying she jumped off a balcony commiting suicide and bunch of other bullshit and still refusing to give up what they had taken from him. i figured she wasn't dead. she probably happy he gone for good. also glad she never showed up for his cremorial service. now his ashes are where he wanted to always be. out in the atlantic ocean and on tybee island beach. but if you hear from her or whatever tell her to drop the bad act we both lost someone and no sense on hanging on the past. cause it not worth being a bitch over. he was alot more than what her and her friends tried to place him as. he was a great honest person and he tried so hard to please both sides but in the end losing his life or stupid shit. since you say you two were like brother and sister then you know him well enough to know him for who he is.

Shit...

[demon_angel_666]

Heya Kim...

Yeah I can't believe he is gone... tho last we really talked I figured he wasn't doing so well... I just wow.. I heard so many times he was dead or something stupid and than he wasn't and when people started using his email accounts and shit well I didn't know what to believe...

I just can't believe it... He was like a brother to me and me a sister once he said he was actually closer to me than his real family... Wow... It been so long with all the bullshit emails and stuff that we actually talked... I got worried about him and didn't know what was going on didn't really have a way to contact him that someone couldn't sabotage...

I talked to her a couple weeks back and there been no word since... I think she finally let go this time... It's hard to say with Gen... but I think it's best everyone let it go and let him lay in peace...

Re: Shit...

[mechtrooper00]

i believe so to. i forgot to mention on that calling ppl fake and stuff. he did say that but it was towards ALOT of ppl he met through her on the simple fact they stated to him that everyone he knew through her pretended to be his friend and care and so on. that got him really steamed up to slash out at anyone even his own real friends because he didn't know who had his back or didn't have is back. they made him paranoid. pill popping like crazy stressed out aggravted fustrated and we all try to calm him down it was even at the fact he turned against his family and it was just me and him. and not to offend you but she is a bitch. i'll always will believe that and i would never put a guy through that much pain even if he was sleeping with 3 girls a night and coming home to me smelling of sex and telling me every night what he had been doing or even if he beat me. i wouldn't do this, but i'm not holding a lost against her and none of us are holding anything against them we all moved on and accepted the fact he gone and everyone that was involved in driving him up the wall will never grow up and accept anything and just toy with ppls lives. not to mention his brother found out she had been cheating on him the whole time they ever were together and just toyed his heart. yet hey she can go do what she wants as long as it doesn't involve me or anything about him or his family. as for you i'm only telling you anything cause it seems you was the only one that was closer to him even move than her and i feel i could trust you some what also you have the right to know. besides your the only other one he ever mention and talked about besides her....

Re: Shit...

[demon_angel_666]

I sat here just crying for a while... I think it finally sunk in... I've lost my little brother... I just hope that he found his peace... and don't have to suffer no more...

I apreciate your honest Kim, and Genesis is a friend tho after doing wrong by me too we aren't that close no more I guess. I won't take offence to anything you may have to say about her or the situation...

So many times I had tried getting them back together and sorted out there problems cause I wanted to see them both happy... Until I reached a point which I could see this was stupid and was never going to work so they where better off without each other... They both just needed to walk away but they where like two dogs at a bone...

Contact with them both became far a few between... I guess I was just waiting for them to contact me in there own time when they sorted themselves out.. I done the best I could do to help...

The games people play.. I don't understand what would be the point in dragging things out and lieing and... causing so many people so much hurt... they could do with growing up but I fear you might be right and that they never will...

Cheating on him I couldn't be certain... I only know of a couple guys and I know thats when she wasn't with Rob... Thou she also probably have better scence than to tell me if she was cheating on him....

If you would like to talk more privately or something Kim my email addy is demon_angel_666@hotmail.com ...Contact me any time you like. I really apreciate that you have contacted me... I think I am still in shock... Even after all this time... Just hard to believe... I just think over to the times we talked and wish I could have told him perhaps more about how I felt about him... I loved him has the brother he was to me and I hope he knew that...