been falling... down..
Boo.
Work was fun. Dave W. showed me some funny ass commercials screened from Canadian viewers. ALong with many others, I have a sic mind. lol.
I was in a bitchy mood earlier. I felt like smacking someone. I'm not too sure why.. i'm probably still upset from a little incident that occured a few days ago. I can be such a fucking retard sometimes.... grah. I don't even know anymore.
I wanna be okay with myself again. I sarted thinking about life and ideas came to me. My mind started to flood with fucked up scenarios and rules for myself to live by. Like, you can't have any _______ or _______ until you ______. My friends will think i'm crazy.. but maybe i should have restrictions to certain things until i deserve them. Sometimes we're too free.
Hey i haven't been intoxicated in awhile. I'm usually sober all week, then on fridays and/or saturdays i get drunk... (*N0Te*...for all the KNOBS who read my journal [cause they have no lives] and make judgements about my life and what i do in theirs, lick a sweaty ball sack you fuckers. You don't know me, so diE!!) After three coolers i'm done. I don't sit there crying cause my life is shit and nobody loves me with a noose in my hands. I'm a giddy, loud, annoying, loveably, sometimes flirty, drunk. THEREs nothing wrong with drinking. If you don't drink, good for you. I do, so whatever.
Moving along.... this weekend i wanna drink. Apparently AngeL FallS is playing tomorrow, so who wants to split a case of vex? lol Me + Leah = DRIFTERS!! I was hoping this day would come again... remember the good old days leah? When we went to the dungeon and didn't know anybody?
*sigh*
//.if.i.could.relive.it...i.so.totally.would.// So good eve kiddies.