Jun 18, 2008 07:21
Insomnia is driving me crazy.
What I thought were remedies to cure sleep deprivation are now completely indolent.
Apparently stress and responsibility leave me a nocturnal son of a bitch.
Everything on my google image thought journal bulletin, and thought bulletin take two, are still on my mind and in my dreams.
I wish I could get this car situation taken care of ASAP.
If all goes well today, I will have a new, reliable car and two credit cards paid off by 1:00 pm.
Otherwise, I might be jobless, carless, and still paying for credit cards; which merchandise I bought with the credit cards was stolen.
I'm finding the older I get, the less afraid I am of death. Only because what lies on the other side of death, whatever that may be, has to be much more felicitous than the "American lifestyle."
I hope this monotonous, vicious, and what seems to be endless financial insecurity will one day vanish.
Hmph.