Oct 25, 2004 05:26
So I'm twenty something now. What is one to do when one is the age, according to the norms of culture, that one's supposed to be, but certainly in a different place? Pray, I suppose. Reconciliations are everywhere, and I'm wondering how smart it is to bring the beauty of the present into the light at the expense of the ugliness of today. There is after all, a shortage of ugliness lately. Maybe that's just the years talking. In the wake of my banquet...
For that free Grace bringing us past great risks
& thro' great griefs surviving to this feast
sober & still, with the children unborn and born,
among brave friends, Lord, we stand again in debt
and find ourselves in the glad position: Gratitude.
We praise our ancestors who delivered us here
within warm walls all safe, aware of music,
likely toward ample & attractive meat
with whatever accompaniment
Kate in her kind ingenuity has seen fit to devise,
and we hope - across the most strange year to come -
continually to do them and You not sufficient honour
but such as we become able to devise
out of decent or joyful conscience & thanksgiving.
Yippee!
Bless then, as Thou wilt, this wilderness board.
Something's just not the same. Maybe that's the point.